The only thing left for most of us is brutal, unadulterated, horrifying revenge on the world. We're not going to escape or ascend in any way and we're virgins for life so the only thing left to do is destroy the system and those who participate in it. Destroying the scum that walks the Earth outside while we lie down and rot each day and wageslave and stave off suicide and depression is all that is left. The people out there hate you and they hate me too. They don't just dislike us or ignore us but they actively hate us and they want us to feel apart and low and like filth whenever they can make us feel that way. If you don't feel alone 24/7 and if you don't feel extremely uncomfortable and like dying when you have to be around other people for any reason whatsoever then you aren't a truecel and should gtfo.
If you don't experience unbearable, pain-inducing ostracism and loneliness in the presence of others then you're a fakecel and that's final. Simply being in line at the grocery store or sitting on the subway or train to and from work or pumping gas in your car should make you feel bad because you are alone and you know it and there is nobody who wants to see you and no one who wants to be reminded that you exist. When I leave my house for any reason at all the paranoia and anxiety kicks in immediately and this is because I'm terrified of being spotted. I'm terrified of being spotted by people who I grew up with and people that I've known throughout my life because human beings have Loser Radar built in and when they see me it goes off and the alarm sounds. Not only do they know it but I know it. Whenever people see me, which isn't often, they look like they are seeing a hideous creature and/or a ghost because I haven't meant anything good to them or the world in close to 10-15 years and I'm 30 years-old now.
A lot of you guys don't seem to understand how much this is about your looks. There are a lot of othercels, mentalcels, volcels, and fakecels within the incel ecosystem and not many truecels who are truly genetically fucked and no higher than a 4/10 lookswise. I'm no more than a 3/10 and I've been this way since I was 15 years-old. People don't like me because I'm ugly. The gaslighting and mindfuckery and merciless psychological torture that I've gone through since high school that ultimately led me to realize why I lost my friends, why girls treated me like shit and/or invisible, and why my entire life is a hopeless failure and nightmare has been unbearable and no normal person could ever understand. It wasn't until I had failed so badly that I was now worthless socially and run out of my town in this way, that I realized that my looks were to blame for it all.
If you're truly ugly, it is truly over. I had no idea in high school how true this is though I had some idea that I was ugly but couldn't understand just how devastating it was for me and how quickly life ended.
Life is impossible this way. Everyone else has a time that is so much easier that we would cry if got to live their lives. Roasties in particular deserve nothing in life and generally do nothing to deserve their joy or happiness. All they have to do is be decent looking and put out and shit out a kid or two and then they're set for life. Men have to do basically everything and for men like us it doesn't matter what we do: it matters what we are at conception.
I can't go on much longer. So many of you have no idea what this is really like because you're all youngcels or failed normies in college. I'm 30 now and there's no turning back. There is no joy left and no happy thoughts ever. I wake up each morning and within seconds I think of what is wrong in my life and it repeats every day.
There is NO WAY OUT and this is why it is hell. We were born rats and were born into a maze that has no way out and it eventually dawns on us how hard it is to find a way out and the last step is when we realize that there is no way out at all and that only death is certain. It is a slow, torturous, painful death and sometimes I wonder if a quick, more painful death would be better than a slow, less painful death. I can't do this anymore.
To lie down and die is the ultimate insult and the ultimate cuckoldry. ThERe is only one true way to say goodbye to all of this pain. Suicide or living to suffer some more year after year is beyond pathetic and the world laughs hysterically at all of us who go through with it. They laugh when you hang yourself and they laugh in your face as you wageslave for them each day only to be treated like worthless dog shit. The world needs to be taught a lesson by us. The world wants us dead. Read that again because cuckcels don't get it when they try to be nicecels and be friends with normies who rejected them in grade school.
The System and its people want you to die and they want to laugh at you as you die and they might even stomp you to death themselves. Fighting back viciously and/or viciously making the first move is all that is left for us. Anyone who gets revenge is a hero to us all.