sneed (not chuck)
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After all the rejection, after all the proof of the blackpill, after life as a 5ft1 blackcel, I should know that ITS OVER. However, I am a biological being, which means that my instinct to reproduce will not die. Ever now and again, I will be TORTURED by hope. Waves that MAYBE I have been looking at things the wrong way and I have hope. I download Tinder, I start thinking about joining a local hiking club, maybe 2023 will be the year I ascend. A kiss is all I need
Then the truth dawns on me. Its not going to happen. Its OVER. Ive tried all of this already. There is nothing I can say or do to erase the fact that I am 5ft1. I wish the hope would just die and I could settle into this life. But the fucking hope does not go away. I keep believing I can change things. Its brutal.
Then the truth dawns on me. Its not going to happen. Its OVER. Ive tried all of this already. There is nothing I can say or do to erase the fact that I am 5ft1. I wish the hope would just die and I could settle into this life. But the fucking hope does not go away. I keep believing I can change things. Its brutal.