Nothing. Im playing Mario Galaxy 1 (I only played 2 in the past) and Im amazed from how beautiful the game is, but Im having constant cortisol spikes for unresolved troubles, and even if there aren’t or Ive already planned somewhat a date to clear them, my mind never stays quiet and I have to receive constant macro accomplishments throughout the day because otherwise I will feel my chest exploding. Im gonna go clean the bathroom now just to think that Ive done something with the day. I have to trick myself into feeling purposeful, Im the perfect Goy, the Goyest of them all.
Im so tired of this. The fact that Ive to pay a terribly expensive car insurance is terrifying me, because it threatens the possibility to close myself from the external world and go full neet for the rest of my days. I don’t wanna wageslave forever, not with that retarded customer service job I had to accept. It ruined my life and I hate every single one of those retards in that place. I wish to disappear and nothing gives me peace anymore, I cannot quiet my mind, there’s always something wrong, something unresolved, I just wanna zone out of this. I don’t do weed or drugs but Ive took some light anxiolytics. But that doesn’t help me either.
Im so tired of this. The fact that Ive to pay a terribly expensive car insurance is terrifying me, because it threatens the possibility to close myself from the external world and go full neet for the rest of my days. I don’t wanna wageslave forever, not with that retarded customer service job I had to accept. It ruined my life and I hate every single one of those retards in that place. I wish to disappear and nothing gives me peace anymore, I cannot quiet my mind, there’s always something wrong, something unresolved, I just wanna zone out of this. I don’t do weed or drugs but Ive took some light anxiolytics. But that doesn’t help me either.
