darktriadterror
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- Joined
- Dec 24, 2023
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The truth is that I have a problem with life itself. Modern soyience has brainwashed me into thinking that everything that exists is physical and logical, and ever since that life just seems so dull and boring, without any magic.
Even the pains of my inceldom are explained by processes occuring on my brain, and if I need a gf is due to me being a programmed biological machine with this need imprinted into its function. If I don't get one, then chemical reactions occur in my brain, thus making me sad, angry, depressed and bitter...
What real value does my suffering hold? And the suffering of everyone else? Are we just objects in a world that doesn't give a single fuck and would torture us to death if it got the opportunity? It's fucking over.
All I wish is for peaceful non-existence after I die so I can get out of this nightmare once and for all. Until then I best the cope I can convincing myself that my inceldom is my biggest problem, when in truth if a foid messaged me today I would probably just ghost her (too depressed to talk to anybody, I CBA I go LDAR)
Even the pains of my inceldom are explained by processes occuring on my brain, and if I need a gf is due to me being a programmed biological machine with this need imprinted into its function. If I don't get one, then chemical reactions occur in my brain, thus making me sad, angry, depressed and bitter...
What real value does my suffering hold? And the suffering of everyone else? Are we just objects in a world that doesn't give a single fuck and would torture us to death if it got the opportunity? It's fucking over.
All I wish is for peaceful non-existence after I die so I can get out of this nightmare once and for all. Until then I best the cope I can convincing myself that my inceldom is my biggest problem, when in truth if a foid messaged me today I would probably just ghost her (too depressed to talk to anybody, I CBA I go LDAR)