Not being able to make friends or fitting in even on the Internet

[fullofchagrin]

I've been a chronic internet user since I was like 8 years old but I've never made friends on the internet, or found discord group chats or fringe forums or anything. I am an outcast even on the internet. The only reason I found .is was pure chance, i was just scrolling on reddit and clicked on a link.

 

[ack]

Same. I've never made an online friend and the only irl friends I made were in 1st - 3rd grade.

 

[Trident]

never began

 

[zd60]

Quite the same for me.

 

[poorenglishcel]

Yeah i spend most of my time alone in my room. When i occasionally go to cucklege i can spend all the time there never saying a word to anyone. No one talks to me online either. I never used any soycial media except the one needed by my cucklege. Online world is exact;y how real life is. No difference at all.

 

[gluttony]

i tried the onionlands but those are full of retards and scammers in all honesty, a few based people here and there though.

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

I don't think you're missing out really.

I once had this dude befriend me online, because I'm good at personality Chadding in normie spaces, and 18 months later, he still fucking messages me. I can't shake the dude off, and quite frankly I dislike being available to anyone on my stupid phone.

I'm very easily mentally drained from social engagement, you see.

 

[Animecel2D]

never began

 

[Julaybib]

never began

 

[Emba]

I have never clicked with internet people

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

Not being able to make online friends might be the strongest evidnce for the NTpill. Unless you tell people, they dont know your face or height and if you arent even able to make friends online then you know it never began. I was less popular on Discord servers i have been on for months and year compared to newfags and yet they fit in way more easily than me and became more popular than me.

 

[ItsOverMan]

Not being able to make online friends might be the strongest evidnce for the NTpill. Unless you tell people, they dont know your face or height and if you arent even able to make friends online then you know it never began. I was less popular on Discord servers i have been on for months and year compared to newfags and yet they fit in way more easily than me and became more popular than me.

I've never had an online friend either and I've been on the Internet probably most of my waking hours for 30 years (was a teen in the 90s). Maybe it's because I'm older, but I don't even know what you mean by an "online friend." Is it just somebody you talk to on Discord with your real voice, or somebody you regularly send DMs to on this forum (how often? daily? once a week?). It seems like an Internet friendship would be superficial and easily broken off, but most IRL friendships are superficial and easily broken off too.

For Discord I would be too scared to talk on there with my real voice. My voice has been made fun of too much in the past for either sounding gay ("he's got a lisp!") or like a girl.

 

[cripplecel]

I only had online friends when I was like 10 or 11. I didn’t make any since then.