The Abyss
Aspergerscel. Cope 'til you rope.
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This is my same exact case. Explained in clear words, I struggle with schizophrenia, as bright as I try to be, I just can't get any friends, despite being told I'm okay looking by my family, I can't even get any friends.Well, I’m not autistic. But I do have schizophrenia, which is pretty bad too.
I’ve been told so many times, so many words of false hope.
“Oh, you could get a girlfriend if you just tried.”
What they don’t see is my daily life.
How I can’t even have a good conversation with others.
How I get treated by others.
Get a girlfriend? I don’t even have any platonic friends.
They think that I have always been withdrawn, but that was not always so.
I tried so hard for so long, to end up alone anyway.
Worse than alone, full of memories of rejections, and humiliations.
Same.They think that I have always been withdrawn, but that was not always so.
I tried so hard for so long, to end up alone anyway.
Worse than alone, full of memories of rejections, and humiliations.





