Shea Vulgate
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My depression (probably not real, I'm not diagnosed but it doesn't matter because my country doesn't take it seriously even more so for men) is getting worse and literally clouds my vision during the day. Valentine's day is getting closer and I see happy couples all the time with bouqets and shit. It's like my vision purposefully dims so that I won't see it, but it doesn't matter. I am constantly reminded of what I will never have solely due to my genes which I had no control over. I already reflected upon this and concluded that none of it was my fault. But the pain is still there and is making me LDAR which I cannot afford.
Anyways, I bought NAC out of whim yesterday which supposedly makes you feel like a robot and numbs emotions. I seldom feel happiness or any positive emotions anyway so by logic if I don't feel any emotion I will be closer to baseline apathy and therefore be "happier" and be able to function better. Any other nootropics users here who would like to share their experiences? Is NAC cope or are there better alternatives?
Anyways, I bought NAC out of whim yesterday which supposedly makes you feel like a robot and numbs emotions. I seldom feel happiness or any positive emotions anyway so by logic if I don't feel any emotion I will be closer to baseline apathy and therefore be "happier" and be able to function better. Any other nootropics users here who would like to share their experiences? Is NAC cope or are there better alternatives?