broken & doomed
Greycel
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- Joined
- Feb 29, 2024
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I can't see a way out. I can't see any motive. I realise that every move I do is meaningless, because it's directionless. There's nothing to live for and there's nothing to fight for. What to strive for? Money? What will money give me? It will actually give me quite some things, but none of them are soul-touching, none of them can bring spark back into my eyes.
Is there anything in this world worth commiting to? I've been in this state for years if not a decade, and I still have no idea what is there to live for. I always wanted to give myself fully into something, to commit my soul for 100%. But there's nothing. I'd put myself through hell in fight for something meaningful. But there's just nothing. I can't think of literally anything worthful in this world. Literally any fucking thing, any fucking sphere.
I just keep rotting.
Is there anything in this world worth commiting to? I've been in this state for years if not a decade, and I still have no idea what is there to live for. I always wanted to give myself fully into something, to commit my soul for 100%. But there's nothing. I'd put myself through hell in fight for something meaningful. But there's just nothing. I can't think of literally anything worthful in this world. Literally any fucking thing, any fucking sphere.
I just keep rotting.