kinda lifefuel but also major autismfuel
I was talking with a teacher who's kind of my friend when the girl i kinda like grabbed my arm to get my attention.
Unironically made me the happiest I've been in 3 months. A tiny bit of human contact can go so fucking far. 5 hours later I'm still thinking about what chad experiences every minute of his life.
Now for the emerging autism signs: i tried to act chad alpha and told her to "get off me"
literally just fucked the closest female contact i've had in an attempt to act cool
i am slowly losing my NTness because of the blackpill
