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[echo.zero]

Just got approved. I’ve been lurking for a while, butnow I realized I need support. I’m 27, Hapa (White/JP). I spent my entire 20s falling for bluepill lies. I actually believed the just be confident and hit the gym garbage. I put in the work, went from a lanky 130lbs skeleton to 175lbs. I went out to a party with some coworkers on Friday. I was dressed well, had the confidence they talk about, and spent four hours being a ghost. I watched a 6’2 guy with a slutty mustache in a plain t-shirt walk in and get more choosing signals in five minutes than I’ve had in five years. When I finally tried to strike up a conversation with a girl, she just gave that half smirk to her friend and turned away. That was the moment the last bit of cope died. You can’t gym-max a 5’6 height and a sub-5 recessed face. I’m just another invisible Asian guy; in Japan, I’m a gaijin freak. I’m caught in a genetic dead end where I’m too ethnic and too foreign, I’m done with the gaslighting. I’m done with people telling me it’s my personallity when my personality was fine until a decade of being treated like a sub human. I’m just here to LDAR and be around people who actually see the world for what it is. I'm truely exhasted. Any other Hapas here? How do you guys deal with the double-outcast status? Is there even a point in looksmaxxing anymore when the ceiling is this low?

 

[Animecel2D]

Welcome fellow hapacel

 

[Dr. Autismo]

We here at IS are an inclusive, diverse, tolerant and respectful community

 

[echo.zero]

How do i make my username colourful?

 

[Acorn]

How do i make my username colourful?

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[andrej]

27 wow I'm sorry bro especially if you are looking for a virgin wife but the same fate awaits me

 

[literallyretarded]

Just got approved. I’ve been lurking for a while, butnow I realized I need support. I’m 27, Hapa (White/JP). I spent my entire 20s falling for bluepill lies. I actually believed the just be confident and hit the gym garbage. I put in the work, went from a lanky 130lbs skeleton to 175lbs. I went out to a party with some coworkers on Friday. I was dressed well, had the confidence they talk about, and spent four hours being a ghost. I watched a 6’2 guy with a slutty mustache in a plain t-shirt walk in and get more choosing signals in five minutes than I’ve had in five years. When I finally tried to strike up a conversation with a girl, she just gave that half smirk to her friend and turned away. That was the moment the last bit of cope died. You can’t gym-max a 5’6 height and a sub-5 recessed face. I’m just another invisible Asian guy; in Japan, I’m a gaijin freak. I’m caught in a genetic dead end where I’m too ethnic and too foreign, I’m done with the gaslighting. I’m done with people telling me it’s my personallity when my personality was fine until a decade of being treated like a sub human. I’m just here to LDAR and be around people who actually see the world for what it is. I'm truely exhasted. Any other Hapas here? How do you guys deal with the double-outcast status? Is there even a point in looksmaxxing anymore when the ceiling is this low?

brutal mang whats life like in japan

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Welcome

 

[Violet loner]

Just got approved. I’ve been lurking for a while, butnow I realized I need support. I’m 27, Hapa (White/JP). I spent my entire 20s falling for bluepill lies. I actually believed the just be confident and hit the gym garbage. I put in the work, went from a lanky 130lbs skeleton to 175lbs. I went out to a party with some coworkers on Friday. I was dressed well, had the confidence they talk about, and spent four hours being a ghost. I watched a 6’2 guy with a slutty mustache in a plain t-shirt walk in and get more choosing signals in five minutes than I’ve had in five years. When I finally tried to strike up a conversation with a girl, she just gave that half smirk to her friend and turned away. That was the moment the last bit of cope died. You can’t gym-max a 5’6 height and a sub-5 recessed face. I’m just another invisible Asian guy; in Japan, I’m a gaijin freak. I’m caught in a genetic dead end where I’m too ethnic and too foreign, I’m done with the gaslighting. I’m done with people telling me it’s my personallity when my personality was fine until a decade of being treated like a sub human. I’m just here to LDAR and be around people who actually see the world for what it is. I'm truely exhasted. Any other Hapas here? How do you guys deal with the double-outcast status? Is there even a point in looksmaxxing anymore when the ceiling is this low?

Wtf, even in Japan there is heightism? Damn. But well, at least you can buy some nice anime figurines for low price

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

Wtf, even in Japan there is heightism? Damn. But well, at least you can buy some nice anime figurines for low price

All the sweet weeb merch for god's loneliest man, i'm so jealous

 

[Violet loner]

All the sweet weeb merch for god's loneliest man, i'm so jealous

Yeah, the guy is really lucky in that aspect while i must order from chinese for high price and pray that this isnt bootleg

 

[Sir Silentium]

You must prepare to partake in the mandatory initiation ritual

 

[Sir Silentium]

Just got approved. I’ve been lurking for a while, butnow I realized I need support. I’m 27, Hapa (White/JP). I spent my entire 20s falling for bluepill lies. I actually believed the just be confident and hit the gym garbage. I put in the work, went from a lanky 130lbs skeleton to 175lbs. I went out to a party with some coworkers on Friday. I was dressed well, had the confidence they talk about, and spent four hours being a ghost. I watched a 6’2 guy with a slutty mustache in a plain t-shirt walk in and get more choosing signals in five minutes than I’ve had in five years. When I finally tried to strike up a conversation with a girl, she just gave that half smirk to her friend and turned away. That was the moment the last bit of cope died. You can’t gym-max a 5’6 height and a sub-5 recessed face. I’m just another invisible Asian guy; in Japan, I’m a gaijin freak. I’m caught in a genetic dead end where I’m too ethnic and too foreign, I’m done with the gaslighting. I’m done with people telling me it’s my personallity when my personality was fine until a decade of being treated like a sub human. I’m just here to LDAR and be around people who actually see the world for what it is. I'm truely exhasted. Any other Hapas here? How do you guys deal with the double-outcast status? Is there even a point in looksmaxxing anymore when the ceiling is this low?

I've lost hope now too, borderline given up on all the improving.
like you, i've tried improving and maximising my looks for years but nothing has changed.

Do you plan to keep up the improving/redpill aspect?

 

[echo.zero]

I've lost hope now too, borderline given up on all the improving.
like you, i've tried improving and maximising my looks for years but nothing has changed.

Do you plan to keep up the improving/redpill aspect?

I still hit the gym, but not for the selfimprovement bait. I do it because I’d rather feel the physical burn than the mental rot. I actually just crushed a 10k race. It wasn't about inspiration or any of that soft crap. It was about pushing my body to the limit because the pain is the only thing that feels real anymore. Honestly thinking about a half marathon next. Not because it changes my face or my height, but because mastering that kind of exhaustion is the only way to kill the hope in my head. Writing every day and running until my lungs bleed are the only things that keep me from going full schizo. Its just another way to stay disciplined while the rest of the world goes to hell. At least I know I can endure more than any of these normies could handle

 

[Sir Silentium]

I still hit the gym, but not for the selfimprovement bait. I do it because I’d rather feel the physical burn than the mental rot. I actually just crushed a 10k race. It wasn't about inspiration or any of that soft crap. It was about pushing my body to the limit because the pain is the only thing that feels real anymore.

Good work

Honestly thinking about a half marathon next. Not because it changes my face or my height, but because mastering that kind of exhaustion is the only way to kill the hope in my head. Writing every day and running until my lungs bleed are the only things that keep me from going full schizo. Its just another way to stay disciplined while the rest of the world goes to hell. At least I know I can endure more than any of these normies could handle

They are good copes, it really takes the mind of things and focuses on the current task at hand.

I used to do similar; run every other day and go to the gym 4x per week but eventually started getting injuries.

 

[fokusin]

It's over

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Best GrAYnigger post I've read in a long time.
Welcome

 

[Brainy]

@SlayerSlayer と @Animecel2D を知ったほうがいいよ

 

[anglocelticcel]

My brother welcome

 

[SlayerSlayer]

YOU CANT HAVE SEX, ITS OVER

 

[parzival]

So you're the new guy, huh? Any problem, just holler at me.