Not going into too much detail as I am not ready to share a lot, I must confess that I suffer from a condition that has been with me since birth; it is severely disruptive and affects my daily life. Unfortunately, there is nothing I can do to alleviate its effects.
It began when I had an accident as a toddler, which significantly impacted my nervous system. Essentially, my body behaves oddly without warning and I have no control over it. It's very reminiscent of Tourette's or Asperger's, but the doctors never gave me a definite diagnosis.
I have a lot of health issues, but this one is the worst. It was difficult for me during childhood as everyone thought I was weird, and later on, bullying in other classes became inevitable, school was fucking hell, but I was fortunate to have a 3 friends who were comfortable being around me, despite my quirks. I often wonder what drew them to me, given my unconventional nature. It became impossible for me during secondary school, so I dropped out.
Now as an adult, I am practically incapacitated by it. I am unable to get driving license and struggle to communicate effectively. My family resents me for deviating from their standards and insisting on being different. They wished for me to conform to their expectations, and they continue to pressure me into doing so. However, it is a challenge I am unwilling to undertake.
It began when I had an accident as a toddler, which significantly impacted my nervous system. Essentially, my body behaves oddly without warning and I have no control over it. It's very reminiscent of Tourette's or Asperger's, but the doctors never gave me a definite diagnosis.
I have a lot of health issues, but this one is the worst. It was difficult for me during childhood as everyone thought I was weird, and later on, bullying in other classes became inevitable, school was fucking hell, but I was fortunate to have a 3 friends who were comfortable being around me, despite my quirks. I often wonder what drew them to me, given my unconventional nature. It became impossible for me during secondary school, so I dropped out.
Now as an adult, I am practically incapacitated by it. I am unable to get driving license and struggle to communicate effectively. My family resents me for deviating from their standards and insisting on being different. They wished for me to conform to their expectations, and they continue to pressure me into doing so. However, it is a challenge I am unwilling to undertake.
