Fazz35
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- Aug 27, 2021
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A few days ago I wrote a post saying that I'm terrified of driving a car but I'll have to take it when I have to go to work (if I find a job). I did some driving practice with my dad and drove to a nearby town that was 30 minutes away. My father always scolded me, telling me that I'm a failure and that I drive badly and I started shouting like a madman, so much so that I felt sick, I felt my head spinning and I stopped at a petrol station to resume breath. Once I got home I collapsed on the bed from exhaustion. Not having the right chemical components in the brain like those of a normal person makes everything much more difficult and even things within everyone's reach become mountains to climb. I'm a failure, I would have preferred to live in the past in a time when useless people like me were shot and thrown into a ditch but unfortunately I'm forced to live.