Ok so today I had a talk with my therapist, well a doctor if you may, which I'm regularly required to visit her otherwise I lose my autismbuxx and benefits.
So I talked to her about being presecuted by the society, she came back with bunch of nonsense and told me to get on meds. Dude I'm already on lots of meds, I'm literally a medman.
She was very defensive and firm on answering what I said, I can see that she has run out of actual solutions to my problem, which is being presecuted by the society, not having a GF, eating disorder, and bad mood.
My medical intake daily: 25g Prozac, 27g concerta (extended release Ritalin), 10g cold pill (for insomnia usage)
Her solutions are more (useless) mood therapy
more meds (like I don't take enough already)
'relax' in a 'recovery hospital' (notice

sychology department so that's like asylum for milder disorder)
Here's some highlights from the conversation
Me:Well, I do feel presecuted by the society, I haven't been able to find any strict case of that, but lots of people don't welcome me and they seen to be well connected already, so something is against me.
Her: I see, so you feel people don't welcome you, got it. Do you need some early psychosis pills to calm you down when you feel angry?
Me:I'm always angry and I can feel a bit suicidal at times
Her:Oh if it is that serious, we can send you to the recovery hospital (read:mental asylum with nutjobs), do you feel the need to take a break?
Me:I feel the need to carry a knife at times to protect myself, though I NEVER DID IT for once. (It's illegal)
Her:did you really do it? No? That's just anger
Her:So how do you feel about us giving you some mood stabilizer to eat it when you feel angry?
Me:well ......ok.,..sighs
Her:We also can refer to the mood therapy department, would you like that?
My mom: Yeah. He would need this.
Her:So why were you so angry at the society?
Me:They're presecuting me and my fellow nerds, the couples kissing and showing affection is making us angry, and most of society don't accept us.
Her:Well you seem angry, like I said, you should talk to the mood therapy about that.