[Whitepill] My parents were my first introduction to the blackpill

[Animecel2D]

I’m sure many here can relate with the fact that their parents are in a betabuxx type of relationship. Maybe you learned of this early on, or only after you discovered the blackpill and started to connect the dots. But in my case it was the former. After all, my own parents were a relatively young filipina and an old white man who could’ve passed for someone’s grandfather. A relationship like this is a lot more blatant in what it is and lacks any subtlety a regular betabuxx marriage could have. There is no illusion to it whatsoever

Because even back then as a kid it didn’t take me long to understand why they were together. It was a purely transactional relationship, my mum got to live in a decent house in a first world country and could use my dad’s money within reason. He got a caretaker and someone to birth his offspring, which is how I unfortunately ended up existing

And by god their marriage was a truly miserable and loveless one. My childhood is full of painful memories of them endlessly fighting, screaming, breaking plates, hitting each other. Just day after day of me quietly sobbing in my own room, waiting for things to eventually simmer down between them. At first I didn’t know anything, but after I thought about it some more it all started to click into place about the nature of their marriage and I eventually came to a conclusion

The only reason they were together was because of money. But even with that, their marriage was completely dysfunctional and broken. Therefore, money is no replacement for genuine physical attraction. Sure that seems pretty fucking water now, but back then it felt like a lightbulb went off in my head

And when I eventually discovered the term “betabuxx” it was like I finally found the proper word for what I had experienced firsthand

 

[pwnedcel]

LMAO??? I really didn’t expect to hear that someone also had a defaming childhood like me too. You voiced out what I’ve been wanting to say for a while. Thanks brocel.

 

[Lust]

did read but have no worthy input

 

[Kanga]

I’m sure many here can relate with the fact that their parents are in a betabuxx type of relationship. Maybe you learned of this early on, or only after you discovered the blackpill and started to connect the dots. But in my case it was the former. After all, my own parents were a relatively young filipina and an old white man who could’ve passed for someone’s grandfather. A relationship like this is a lot more blatant in what it is and lacks any subtlety a regular betabuxx marriage could have. There is no illusion to it whatsoever

Because even back then as a kid it didn’t take me long to understand why they were together. It was a purely transactional relationship, my mum got to live in a decent house in a first world country and could use my dad’s money within reason. He got a caretaker and someone to birth his offspring, which is how I unfortunately ended up existing

And by god their marriage was a truly miserable and loveless one. My childhood is full of painful memories of them endlessly fighting, screaming, breaking plates, hitting each other. Just day after day of me quietly sobbing in my own room, waiting for things to eventually simmer down between them. At first I didn’t know anything, but after I thought about it some more it all started to click into place about the nature of their marriage and I eventually came to a conclusion

The only reason they were together was because of money. But even with that, their marriage was completely dysfunctional and broken. Therefore, money is no replacement for genuine physical attraction. Sure that seems pretty fucking water now, but back then it felt like a lightbulb went off in my head

And when I eventually discovered the term “betabuxx” it was like I finally found the proper word for what I had experienced firsthand

i found out in my teens that my mother used to flirt and talk to other men on the phone i told my father about it and he literally didn't even care being the cuck he is my mother found out that i told him and called me a fake disgusting liar and she's got a grudge and hatred for me ever since

 

[Animecel2D]

did read but have no worthy input

thank you for your input

 

[Shark]

did read but have no worthy input

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

For "incels" here that'll ascend, this is what you have to look forward to.

 

[Animecel2D]

i found out in my teens that my mother used to flirt and talk to other men on the phone

Yeah same here I caught my mum texting other men a couple times

never told my dad about it back then though. I was… really afraid of what the consequences were going to be if I did

 

[Violet loner]

I’m sure many here can relate with the fact that their parents are in a betabuxx type of relationship. Maybe you learned of this early on, or only after you discovered the blackpill and started to connect the dots. But in my case it was the former. After all, my own parents were a relatively young filipina and an old white man who could’ve passed for someone’s grandfather. A relationship like this is a lot more blatant in what it is and lacks any subtlety a regular betabuxx marriage could have. There is no illusion to it whatsoever

Because even back then as a kid it didn’t take me long to understand why they were together. It was a purely transactional relationship, my mum got to live in a decent house in a first world country and could use my dad’s money within reason. He got a caretaker and someone to birth his offspring, which is how I unfortunately ended up existing

And by god their marriage was a truly miserable and loveless one. My childhood is full of painful memories of them endlessly fighting, screaming, breaking plates, hitting each other. Just day after day of me quietly sobbing in my own room, waiting for things to eventually simmer down between them. At first I didn’t know anything, but after I thought about it some more it all started to click into place about the nature of their marriage and I eventually came to a conclusion

The only reason they were together was because of money. But even with that, their marriage was completely dysfunctional and broken. Therefore, money is no replacement for genuine physical attraction. Sure that seems pretty fucking water now, but back then it felt like a lightbulb went off in my head

And when I eventually discovered the term “betabuxx” it was like I finally found the proper word for what I had experienced firsthand

Damn, you even cried because of it? That's brutal. If you'll feel down, i'll always morally support you

 

[Animecel2D]

Damn, you even cried because of it? That's brutal. If you'll feel down, i'll always morally support you

I was pretty young then

you didn’t cry at all when your parents were in a big fight or anything?

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Same with my parents. Mom came from a dysfunctional family and wanted to get out of their house at a young age. Took the first guy that would take her in.

 

[Violet loner]

I was pretty young then

you didn’t cry at all when your parents were in a big fight or anything?

My parents divorced when i was infant. Rough, but it's still better than brocels who don't know who their father

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

I’m sure many here can relate with the fact that their parents are in a betabuxx type of relationship. Maybe you learned of this early on, or only after you discovered the blackpill and started to connect the dots. But in my case it was the former. After all, my own parents were a relatively young filipina and an old white man who could’ve passed for someone’s grandfather. A relationship like this is a lot more blatant in what it is and lacks any subtlety a regular betabuxx marriage could have. There is no illusion to it whatsoever

Because even back then as a kid it didn’t take me long to understand why they were together. It was a purely transactional relationship, my mum got to live in a decent house in a first world country and could use my dad’s money within reason. He got a caretaker and someone to birth his offspring, which is how I unfortunately ended up existing

And by god their marriage was a truly miserable and loveless one. My childhood is full of painful memories of them endlessly fighting, screaming, breaking plates, hitting each other. Just day after day of me quietly sobbing in my own room, waiting for things to eventually simmer down between them. At first I didn’t know anything, but after I thought about it some more it all started to click into place about the nature of their marriage and I eventually came to a conclusion

The only reason they were together was because of money. But even with that, their marriage was completely dysfunctional and broken. Therefore, money is no replacement for genuine physical attraction. Sure that seems pretty fucking water now, but back then it felt like a lightbulb went off in my head

And when I eventually discovered the term “betabuxx” it was like I finally found the proper word for what I had experienced firsthand

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I can say that my parents are also betabux couple. Not in an extreme way like yours, but my mom was a model from south america, my dad used to have a high paying job. So basically mom dated my dad for his money and even got a kid. Little before i born though, my dad started having lots of money issues and then i born, which made things a lot worse. There were also lot of fights. My dad never loved me and my mom barely did because of the mom instinct. My parents had a clear preference for my sister and always treated me like shit.

 

[Animecel2D]

My parents divorced when i was infant. Rough, but it's still better than brocels who don't know who their father

Oh i see

 

[superpsycho]

The only reason they were together was because of money. But even with that, their marriage was completely dysfunctional and broken. Therefore, money is no replacement for genuine physical attraction. Sure that seems pretty fucking water now, but back then it felt like a lightbulb went off in my head

And when I eventually discovered the term “betabuxx” it was like I finally found the proper word for what I had experienced firsthand

things like this make me wonder if ascending by any means, even as a betabuxx, would make my life any better.

though i will never be able to betabuxx even if i wanted to (giga-subhuman truecels like me cant betabuxx), sometimes i think that this fate im doomed to be in currently might just be ever so slightly better than getting leeched off of by a post-wall female for your resources and inevitably dumped.

this ties back to the teen love pill in my opinion, if women weren't attracted to you in your prime years then you will never experience any form of real "love" whatsoever. and if you were rejected and hated by women in your prime years then why let one take all of your shit once you reach financial stability? thats why i dont really see betabuxxing as an ascension, but rather a decension from inceldom. at least as an truecel i wont have some ugly ran through bitch taking all of my hard-earned money in the future.

 

[Animecel2D]

things like this make me wonder if ascending by any means, even as a betabuxx, would make my life any better.

though i will never be able to betabuxx even if i wanted to (giga-subhuman truecels like me cant betabuxx), sometimes i think that this fate im doomed to be in currently might just be ever so slightly better than getting leeched off of by a post-wall female for your resources and inevitably dumped.

Nah it most definitely wouldn’t make your life any better. In fact you’d be basically continuing the cycle of pain and suffering if you went ahead and had kids too. As shitty as my dad was to me he always tried to warn me against ever marrying, especially after a big fight with mum

this ties back to the teen love pill in my opinion, if women weren't attracted to you in your prime years then you will never experience any form of real "love" whatsoever. and if you were rejected and hated by women in your prime years then why let one take all of your shit once you reach financial stability? thats why i dont really see betabuxxing as an ascension, but rather a decension from inceldom. at least as an truecel i wont have some ugly ran through bitch taking all of my hard-earned money in the future.

It’s just so depressing missing out on your teen years with not even a single happy memory to look back to. And the future? There’s nothing good to look forward to there either. It’s all so hopeless

 

[Animecel2D]

LMAO??? I really didn’t expect to hear that someone also had a defaming childhood like me too. You voiced out what I’ve been wanting to say for a while. Thanks brocel.

Why are you banned?

 

[Wither]

For "incels" here that'll ascend, this is what you have to look forward to.

fuck fakecels.

 

[Mr.Breb]

No, my first introduction to the bp was at 10. FIrst failed crush

 

[rxkrd72]

I’m sure many here can relate with the fact that their parents are in a betabuxx type of relationship. Maybe you learned of this early on, or only after you discovered the blackpill and started to connect the dots. But in my case it was the former. After all, my own parents were a relatively young filipina and an old white man who could’ve passed for someone’s grandfather. A relationship like this is a lot more blatant in what it is and lacks any subtlety a regular betabuxx marriage could have. There is no illusion to it whatsoever

Because even back then as a kid it didn’t take me long to understand why they were together. It was a purely transactional relationship, my mum got to live in a decent house in a first world country and could use my dad’s money within reason. He got a caretaker and someone to birth his offspring, which is how I unfortunately ended up existing

And by god their marriage was a truly miserable and loveless one. My childhood is full of painful memories of them endlessly fighting, screaming, breaking plates, hitting each other. Just day after day of me quietly sobbing in my own room, waiting for things to eventually simmer down between them. At first I didn’t know anything, but after I thought about it some more it all started to click into place about the nature of their marriage and I eventually came to a conclusion

The only reason they were together was because of money. But even with that, their marriage was completely dysfunctional and broken. Therefore, money is no replacement for genuine physical attraction. Sure that seems pretty fucking water now, but back then it felt like a lightbulb went off in my head

And when I eventually discovered the term “betabuxx” it was like I finally found the proper word for what I had experienced firsthand

Suifuel for betabuxxers

 

[INVERTER]

I’m sure many here can relate with the fact that their parents are in a betabuxx type of relationship. Maybe you learned of this early on, or only after you discovered the blackpill and started to connect the dots. But in my case it was the former. After all, my own parents were a relatively young filipina and an old white man who could’ve passed for someone’s grandfather. A relationship like this is a lot more blatant in what it is and lacks any subtlety a regular betabuxx marriage could have. There is no illusion to it whatsoever

Because even back then as a kid it didn’t take me long to understand why they were together. It was a purely transactional relationship, my mum got to live in a decent house in a first world country and could use my dad’s money within reason. He got a caretaker and someone to birth his offspring, which is how I unfortunately ended up existing

And by god their marriage was a truly miserable and loveless one. My childhood is full of painful memories of them endlessly fighting, screaming, breaking plates, hitting each other. Just day after day of me quietly sobbing in my own room, waiting for things to eventually simmer down between them. At first I didn’t know anything, but after I thought about it some more it all started to click into place about the nature of their marriage and I eventually came to a conclusion

The only reason they were together was because of money. But even with that, their marriage was completely dysfunctional and broken. Therefore, money is no replacement for genuine physical attraction. Sure that seems pretty fucking water now, but back then it felt like a lightbulb went off in my head

And when I eventually discovered the term “betabuxx” it was like I finally found the proper word for what I had experienced firsthand

My situation mirrors yours. My parents were betabuxx as well. In fact my dad did not even approach my mom. He was introduced through coworkers. They weren't really even interested in each other really. It was a pure financial transaction although there was less domestic incidents than what you describe thankfully