My parents are damaging my self esteem

[Johnnyca$h]

They constantly compare me to other and they're aggressive about it, they often compare me to exceptionally high achieving people and they don't use that comparison to check how well they're doing in life. Anytime I think of non whites as a group, it makes me want to hate them I swear. I wish I wasn't born.

 

[Johnnyca$h]

Sometimes I would get paranoid and start to think that my parents will still find a way to control my life, it makes me feel as if I'll never be a free person. It's so tiresome.

There were times when I've thought of killing myself. Third worlders don't know how to keep their shitty behaviour to themselves, they'll have children and start treating the poor bastard like shit.