aGuyAlone
Self-banned
-
- Joined
- Jul 25, 2021
- Posts
- 551
I got addicted to drinking Codeine and DMX containing cough syrups about 4 years ago when I was 15, since then that also grew into alcohol dependency as I mixed beer and liquor into my binges.
The side effects of not being high grow more every day and more and more of my life is dedicated to seeking and using Opioids, I'll start on Heroin or Fentanyl soon and that will almost definitely kill me eventually but I don't care.
I'd unironically live a few more years getting inconceivably good Opioid & Alcohol binge Euphoria and then die in my early 20s than live a full life as an Incel NEET with no prospects slowly rotting away with everyone in my life disappointed that I never amounted to anything.
Either that or I'll end up in jail as my money is running out and I'll need to start crimemaxxing to fund my lifestyle soon and can't hold down a job longterm.
Any of you brocels relate to this sentiment or are you still convinced you can live a fullfilling life any other way?
I suppose the upside is that I no longer care about foids or sex anymore, it's an afterthought compared to getting high.
The side effects of not being high grow more every day and more and more of my life is dedicated to seeking and using Opioids, I'll start on Heroin or Fentanyl soon and that will almost definitely kill me eventually but I don't care.
I'd unironically live a few more years getting inconceivably good Opioid & Alcohol binge Euphoria and then die in my early 20s than live a full life as an Incel NEET with no prospects slowly rotting away with everyone in my life disappointed that I never amounted to anything.
Either that or I'll end up in jail as my money is running out and I'll need to start crimemaxxing to fund my lifestyle soon and can't hold down a job longterm.
Any of you brocels relate to this sentiment or are you still convinced you can live a fullfilling life any other way?
I suppose the upside is that I no longer care about foids or sex anymore, it's an afterthought compared to getting high.
Last edited: