What? History of fakeceldom? I don't think women are required to turn away in disgust whenever you want to talk to them, but that it's sufficient to never had a relationship which progressed to sex in order to be considered Incel. Just because some women were willing to talk to me (until I showed my face) proves absolutely nothing. Maybe it proves that my personality isn't my greatest problem, but that's the freaking core of the blackpill so I don't know wtf you are talking about.
Probably, but I don't want to lose hope. When I posted something I cooked she also told me that she wanted to try it but has no hope. I was really close to telling her that if she wanted to eat what I cook, she has to freaking come to me!