My neurodivergence and autism day by day makes me extremely emotionally weak and coward, Extreme high inhibitions makes me number and cowards, if someone directly abuses me, mocks me or even hits me, I can't even able to do any react to it or fight back due to the high inhibitions I suffers. Every day people are mocked me due to the advantage of weak emotional vulnerability and I can't give them a proper reply. Nervousness, irrational fear, fearful stimuli ruined my life and it greatly hinders to me to the smooth functioning in the society just like normal person. I see myself completely different from average normal person in the society. Tbh, I don't know how can I survive in the future in these cruel world
