
TheGrayWolf
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She tells me if I want a girlfriend I "have to go outside." (before you judge me, hear me out.)
This is like telling a homeless, disabled person "go find a job if you want money." She again and again implies how she thinks: I'll never get a girlfriend, because I'm too ugly and autistic. That is, her goal is to make me feel good, so whenever she thinks about it, she lies. But she slips up a lot. Like saying, "you're handsome" (I'm a 1 out of 10, believe me, how people react to my face, she just wants to make me feel good). But she also says I'm "an asshole" – last time she said "if you weren't such an asshole then maybe, maybe you'll get a girlfriend." (she stressed those 2 maybes).
Somehow she's blue-, red- and black-pilling me at the same time. But the blue pill and red pill are just a farce. She's lying. Over the last 3 years, I got a pretty good picture how she thinks. I'm just too ugly and weird to ever get a girlfriend. (If you read some of my posts you know why.)
So what annoys me is not her lying ("you look good") but the fact that she can't keep up that lie, that she always contradicts herself. If I wanna tell her this she screams at me, I should stop. And only because she knows I'm right. It's really obvious that the lying ("you're good looking", "you can get a gf.") are making her feel really uncomfortable.
This is like telling a homeless, disabled person "go find a job if you want money." She again and again implies how she thinks: I'll never get a girlfriend, because I'm too ugly and autistic. That is, her goal is to make me feel good, so whenever she thinks about it, she lies. But she slips up a lot. Like saying, "you're handsome" (I'm a 1 out of 10, believe me, how people react to my face, she just wants to make me feel good). But she also says I'm "an asshole" – last time she said "if you weren't such an asshole then maybe, maybe you'll get a girlfriend." (she stressed those 2 maybes).
Somehow she's blue-, red- and black-pilling me at the same time. But the blue pill and red pill are just a farce. She's lying. Over the last 3 years, I got a pretty good picture how she thinks. I'm just too ugly and weird to ever get a girlfriend. (If you read some of my posts you know why.)
So what annoys me is not her lying ("you look good") but the fact that she can't keep up that lie, that she always contradicts herself. If I wanna tell her this she screams at me, I should stop. And only because she knows I'm right. It's really obvious that the lying ("you're good looking", "you can get a gf.") are making her feel really uncomfortable.