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my mom cant do grocery shopping or cook and it ruined my life
food my mom buys from grocery store is
- frozen processed garbage
- doesnt taste good
- makes you feel like shit
- isnt nutritious
- premade cancer ready meals which taste like shit
- things she wants to eat, but doesnt ask what anyone else wants to eat
- completely random ingredients with no actual meals in mind
so she will go out and spend loads of money on shopping, and i open the fridge and cupboards and literally nothing is there.
like if im lucky, i might see some chicken. but theeres no seasoning or anything for the chicken, nothing to go with the chicken, no actual meal to go with the chciken, just plain chicken by itself
and also she goes shopping on completely random days, and we go for days without any food in the entire house.
i told her, we need to make a good meal plan, then go shopping once every weekend so we've got enough food for the week and everyones got meals instead of random ingredients
and she literally starts panicking and shouting and crying saying im "trying to take control"
i dont get it
i grew up to be a turbomanlet cos she underfed me
she has dogshit mental health and i have dogshit mental health cos all we eat is junk
shes fat as fuck. i was anorexic as a teen cos she underfed me
why is she doing this to me? why is she doing this to us?
i literally had to spend 6 months teaching her how to use salt and pepper so she doesnt make bland plain overcooked chicken with 0 seasonings. and even salt and papper is dogshit.
why is this happening to me?
its like ive been trapped in a hell
and any time i try to fix it, i get screamed and shouted at and cried at and made out to be a bad person cos i jsut want to feed my family decent food?
the only way i ever became not anorexic was when i had a job and went and bought my own food every week . but it took most of my salary so i had nothing to enjoy life with, invest with. shes basicalyl slwoing my life down 1000x just cos she wont buy us food
and then on top of all of this, i told my dad i feel suicdal and he left me on read. even my own dad doesnt care about me
i just want to die man. im being tortured and trapped in hell with no escape
food my mom buys from grocery store is
- frozen processed garbage
- doesnt taste good
- makes you feel like shit
- isnt nutritious
- premade cancer ready meals which taste like shit
- things she wants to eat, but doesnt ask what anyone else wants to eat
- completely random ingredients with no actual meals in mind
so she will go out and spend loads of money on shopping, and i open the fridge and cupboards and literally nothing is there.
like if im lucky, i might see some chicken. but theeres no seasoning or anything for the chicken, nothing to go with the chicken, no actual meal to go with the chciken, just plain chicken by itself
and also she goes shopping on completely random days, and we go for days without any food in the entire house.
i told her, we need to make a good meal plan, then go shopping once every weekend so we've got enough food for the week and everyones got meals instead of random ingredients
and she literally starts panicking and shouting and crying saying im "trying to take control"
i dont get it
i grew up to be a turbomanlet cos she underfed me
she has dogshit mental health and i have dogshit mental health cos all we eat is junk
shes fat as fuck. i was anorexic as a teen cos she underfed me
why is she doing this to me? why is she doing this to us?
i literally had to spend 6 months teaching her how to use salt and pepper so she doesnt make bland plain overcooked chicken with 0 seasonings. and even salt and papper is dogshit.
why is this happening to me?
its like ive been trapped in a hell
and any time i try to fix it, i get screamed and shouted at and cried at and made out to be a bad person cos i jsut want to feed my family decent food?
the only way i ever became not anorexic was when i had a job and went and bought my own food every week . but it took most of my salary so i had nothing to enjoy life with, invest with. shes basicalyl slwoing my life down 1000x just cos she wont buy us food
and then on top of all of this, i told my dad i feel suicdal and he left me on read. even my own dad doesnt care about me
i just want to die man. im being tortured and trapped in hell with no escape