Blackpill My mind keeps switching back and fourth

[Dneum912]

I go from a state of awareness and go back to being ignorant the next day. ( completely depressed and extremely anxious.)Going insane…. The last days are coming…

 

[Lawrence]

Sorry man.- I read about your pain frequently here, and I find myself wishing I could help.- You're one of the more sincere and candid brocels here, and I hope to see your emotional health improve-- I would like to see that.

 

[Emba]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riuzi5yHUeA

 

[Grotesque Deformity]

How often do you expose yourself to harsh truths in real life?

 

[Dneum912]

Sorry man.- I read about your pain frequently here, and I find myself wishing I could help.- You're one of the more sincere and candid brocels here, and I hope to see your emotional health improve-- I would like to see that.

Thank you brocel but it’s over. Tick tok tick tok….. time is up….

 

[Julaybib]

i can relate

 

[Dneum912]

How often do you expose yourself to harsh truths in real life?

I don’t know about the frequency but let’s say 4-5 days a week. I still get this cognitive dissonance that I have to fight everyday.

 

[Dneum912]

i can relate

Weird to experience these sort of things

 

[Grotesque Deformity]

I don’t know about the frequency but let’s say 4-5 days a week. I still get this cognitive dissonance that I have to fight everyday.

I expose myself each and every day, unless the weather is bad.

 

[Dneum912]

I expose myself each and every day, unless the weather is bad.

So you mean that it’s like a drug and as soon as you stop, you’ll go back to the previous state??

 

[Grotesque Deformity]

So you mean that it’s like a drug and as soon as you stop, you’ll go back to the previous state??

Not really. I have digested the blackpill a long time ago, but I think that people who never leave their house are more likely to start coping, so I cut the cope in the roots.

 

[Dneum912]

but I think that people who never leave their house are more likely to start coping,

What do you mean by start coping when not leaving the house ??

 

[Grotesque Deformity]

What do you mean by start coping when not leaving the house ??

When someone isn't exposed to the harsh reality for a very long time, they start to deny the blackpill and it's truths