Venting My mind is turning asexual

[zephyr]

If pornography is a toxin, then I have detox maxxed. "Where's the proof?" I'll show you that proof. The other day I started replacing the word boobs with breasts in my head. It feels so sterilising. This is on top of my previous asexual assault against my heterosexual status; In which I thought about all foids getting old one day.

I haven't seen a naked foid in real life. All I would have to do is pay for a strip lap dance. But my mind is like on a course of anti hormone pills.

I now see all forms of sex as work. Even strip dancing. Again, sterilising.

I've never bought into that stuff about sex being naughty. (Surely that's more a sex before marriage is a sin thing.)

 

[stoicincel]

Seems like you are coping

 

[InMinecraft]

Seems like you are coping

 

[CrystalAut1st]

I want to be asexual

 

[Nihilistic Lowlife]

II was diagnosed asexual 3 years ago and it's not really funny but the worst thing is that the same asshole who prescribed the drugs that put me in this state issued this diagnosis

 

[Nihilistic Lowlife]

you're coping. asexuality isn't real

if only

 

[Linesnap99]

can relate. its similar to being monke free from material desire , the difference is that it is involuntary in our case, example, one would like to get a luxury vehicle but as he is poor he can't, so he excludes himself of desiring the vehicle this reducing his suffering .

 

[zephyr]

II was diagnosed asexual 3 years ago and it's not really funny but the worst thing is that the same asshole who prescribed the drugs that put me in this state issued this diagnosis

What is happening here? May I ask for some more details? Is this real? Is this a joke? Are there really drugs that make people asexual?

 

[Biocel]

You can't forget about foids, it's impossible. Your body is literally made to have sex with one.

 

[Nihilistic Lowlife]

What is happening here? May I ask for some more details? Is this real? Is this a joke? Are there really drugs that make people aseI

Just that the doctors who followed me throughout my youth and prescribed me drugs causing me little by little a deficit of sexual hormone while destroying my brain, now I am more and more empty emotionally and my cock does not function sexually any more, when I look at a porn I do not feel anything even if I see a conventionally beautiful woman it is really a situation of shit but well at least I concentrate more on myself since 3 years