Hi guys,
Just a short post to inform you guys about the failure of my last chance to avoid staying forever as an incel.
Because despite constant evidence proving my inceldom, and even being registered on this very forum, I was still thinking that I would ascend by simply changing my environment
However the Blackpill proved too strong
- As I was about to have an internship in a new country and a prestigious place (not gonna tell which one to avoid doxxing ngl), I thought this sudden change of environment would let me a small chance to escape the Blackpill as I would suddenly become more ongoing and more "alpha". I had always tought myself as a locationcel, despite my uglyness and my ectomporphic frame ;
- However, as soon as I moved to this new country, I quickly realized that something was wrong. On the first introduction days, I realized that there were very little foids around my age, and the very few remaining ones would just stick to a few Chads. I realized the same Chads were... Chads, their Facebook profiles showed blatant evidence of popularity.
- During these first weeks in the internship, I realized that I was not alpha but instead beta. My coworker is not a Chad but to my HUGE surprise, he's got a girlfriend. He texts her every day. And this has a concrete impact of this work : he's much quickier and more reactive than I've been so far. Hence, the colleagues at the internship already consider him as talented, whereas I'm sure they are starting to see me as the weird and untalented guy. Even on the work front, I am losing kek
- During a few pauses, I would see one of the few foids of this place... have a lunch with the same Chad she met on the introduction days. This brought a clear conclusion : it is over, there are no foids here and the few ones just go to Chads, not you the silly incel. The battle for these foids is lost (but was it ever winnable ?)
- But in fact, I was still hoping to revert the situation at a party, where some foids were invited. Despite a good costume (a few guys praised me for that ngl), foids would always their concentration and find an excuse to leave the conversation. One of them, who was pretty ngl, gave her number to another guy, not even a Chad would I say. A girl that was very ongoing at first then talked more to another guy than she ever had to me. Situation after situation, I realized that girls in the party were simply not interested in me. I had lost, despite all my efforts to contain the impacts of my shitty genetics and years of inceldom-related low social skills.
Conclusion : despite some brutal "battles", the war against permanent inceldom is lost on my side. I will never ascend. It's over. I regret many things but one of them is the most brutal : I thought there was an alternative to inceldom as an ugly manI thought I could escape the Blackpill despite its crude reality which applies to every place at every time
Note : Sorry for the possibly confused post guys, I'm fucking drunk and I've just come out of the lost party.
Just a short post to inform you guys about the failure of my last chance to avoid staying forever as an incel.
Because despite constant evidence proving my inceldom, and even being registered on this very forum, I was still thinking that I would ascend by simply changing my environment
However the Blackpill proved too strong
- As I was about to have an internship in a new country and a prestigious place (not gonna tell which one to avoid doxxing ngl), I thought this sudden change of environment would let me a small chance to escape the Blackpill as I would suddenly become more ongoing and more "alpha". I had always tought myself as a locationcel, despite my uglyness and my ectomporphic frame ;
- However, as soon as I moved to this new country, I quickly realized that something was wrong. On the first introduction days, I realized that there were very little foids around my age, and the very few remaining ones would just stick to a few Chads. I realized the same Chads were... Chads, their Facebook profiles showed blatant evidence of popularity.
- During these first weeks in the internship, I realized that I was not alpha but instead beta. My coworker is not a Chad but to my HUGE surprise, he's got a girlfriend. He texts her every day. And this has a concrete impact of this work : he's much quickier and more reactive than I've been so far. Hence, the colleagues at the internship already consider him as talented, whereas I'm sure they are starting to see me as the weird and untalented guy. Even on the work front, I am losing kek
- During a few pauses, I would see one of the few foids of this place... have a lunch with the same Chad she met on the introduction days. This brought a clear conclusion : it is over, there are no foids here and the few ones just go to Chads, not you the silly incel. The battle for these foids is lost (but was it ever winnable ?)
- But in fact, I was still hoping to revert the situation at a party, where some foids were invited. Despite a good costume (a few guys praised me for that ngl), foids would always their concentration and find an excuse to leave the conversation. One of them, who was pretty ngl, gave her number to another guy, not even a Chad would I say. A girl that was very ongoing at first then talked more to another guy than she ever had to me. Situation after situation, I realized that girls in the party were simply not interested in me. I had lost, despite all my efforts to contain the impacts of my shitty genetics and years of inceldom-related low social skills.
Conclusion : despite some brutal "battles", the war against permanent inceldom is lost on my side. I will never ascend. It's over. I regret many things but one of them is the most brutal : I thought there was an alternative to inceldom as an ugly man
I thought I could escape the Blackpill despite its crude reality which applies to every place at every time Note : Sorry for the possibly confused post guys, I'm fucking drunk and I've just come out of the lost party.
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