It's Over I can’t bring myself to pray

[psyop]

When I was 13 I used to pray near enough 5 times a day. I used to think my life was ok because I was too young to see the torture that was being endured upon me. A specific prayer I remember saying is “ya Allah fix my ugliness.” 6 years later and and I’m on this forum, not a single prayer answered

Nowadays I want to pray but I can’t. My heart has turned cold. All I can think about is the tragedy I went through and for what? Where’s my reward?

 

[Karakol96]

Why would you pray to and worship a god that made your life this miserable?

 

[Karakol96]

“ya Allah fix my ugliness.”

I used to say similar shit jfl I would pray to be 6foot5

 

[Lord Beric]

Hey man, I hope that Allah S.W.T removes the lock that has been placed on your heart and, inshaAllah, alleviate any pain that may be upon you.

 

[psyop]

Why would you pray to and worship a god that made your life this miserable?

A society without religion leaves room for degenaracy. There was a time I was content with Islam and I miss that feeling but when bad things happen constantly in your life it’s hard to not get derailed. It’s not Islam itself that I have a problem with, I remember when I used to go to the mosque there were guys of all ethnicities that were nice and treated me like a brother.

 

[KinkyKanga]

Same, I use to pray everyday to God as a bluepilled-Christocel long-ago; hoping the cocksucker would fix my subhuman face. Nothing changed.

 

[HeinzKell]

Why would you pray to and worship a god that made your life this miserable?

 

[Karakol96]

A society without religion leaves room for degenaracy. There was a time I was content with Islam and I miss that feeling but when bad things happen constantly in your life it’s hard to not get derailed. It’s not Islam itself that I have a problem with, I remember when I used to go to the mosque there were guys of all ethnicities that were nice and treated me like a brother.

Believing in religion is retarded and makes you a slave you blindly follow a text thats written in a book even when your own senses tell you you should do or not do something you ignore it and listen to the book

 

[braindmgedsleepycel]

God hates us, that is why he made us undesirable sub5 chudcel freaks who cannot reproduce or go forth and multiply like he commanded us to.

 

[Saigon Depression]

This thing doesn't exist.
Or if he does, he hates you with a relentless and pointless passion you can never reconcile.

No other option.

 

[PrototypeCel]

God hates us, that is why he made us undesirable sub5 chudcel freaks

 

[rapistbolshevik]

When I was 13 I used to pray near enough 5 times a day. I used to think my life was ok because I was too young to see the torture that was being endured upon me. A specific prayer I remember saying is “ya Allah fix my ugliness.” 6 years later and and I’m on this forum, not a single prayer answered

Nowadays I want to pray but I can’t. My heart has turned cold. All I can think about is the tragedy I went through and for what? Where’s my reward?

This dunya is a test and women make it harder