It's not fair that chads had raw Sex with their girlfriends at 13, 14, 15 and my alcoholic self is siting here at 20, soon to be 21 with not even a kiss or hand held. I have never felt pure teen love and never will. I missed my chance and I'll never get another shot. Chads will be rich CEOs banging hot blondes and I'll be dying of kidney failure in a hospital bed. It's not fucking fair!! I don't know when the health problems will kick in but they will eventually. When they do I plan to rope to quicken the process. FUCK this life and fuck you
