Ub2w
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There's a small probablity that i getting rhinoplasty the next month, that will made my face up by at least two points, and i starting college in february or march at least.
I will, under all probablity, find a girlfriend there.
I will get sex, of course, i just have to not be an autist and looksmax until chadlite status.
But what's the point? why i so obsessed in pursuing the thing that made my life hell?
The trough that i have to mutilate my face to get access to social interactions that everybody else get naturally.
The trough that they will attracted to an plastic, made-up face, and not the true me, they will not even treat me as a human being have i have not passed up by a surgeon before.
I will probably be an misogynist forever, i will hide it, but the damage it's already done, i should not hate anybody, my status it's just embedded in biology, but i can't simply get over it, i'm just human, an irrational creature, with irrational hatred.
I will, under all probablity, find a girlfriend there.
I will get sex, of course, i just have to not be an autist and looksmax until chadlite status.
But what's the point? why i so obsessed in pursuing the thing that made my life hell?
The trough that i have to mutilate my face to get access to social interactions that everybody else get naturally.
The trough that they will attracted to an plastic, made-up face, and not the true me, they will not even treat me as a human being have i have not passed up by a surgeon before.
I will probably be an misogynist forever, i will hide it, but the damage it's already done, i should not hate anybody, my status it's just embedded in biology, but i can't simply get over it, i'm just human, an irrational creature, with irrational hatred.