Can’t sleep so I feel like posting, my mom and brother would treat me like dirt infront of certain people to hold power over me growing up. A lot of times we would go off with my cousins with my mother and brother to their shithole of an RV and they would talk down to me and treat me like shit the whole time I was there when I was 6-8 years old.
It’s hard to give examples but the main thing she would do is not react to my cousins and brother bullying me. They would exclude me and treat me like the ass of their jokes. My brother especially would humiliate me infront of my cousins. They would kick balls at me, trick me into doing humiliating stuff and overall treat me like a subhuman (am sorry I’m not giving much examples of what they did it’s mostly their attitude towards me) also I didn’t have WiFi to cope either so I had to endure dealing with my faggot cousins and normie family and all this shit day in day out for weeks. Am not sure but I still can’t get over it at over a decade later how I was treated by my family for this.
A few months ago I ended up pulling a knife and lunging at my brother over it when I remembered after drinking half a shoulder of vodka and remembering and thinking about how innocent I was back then and how much of a betraying sack of shit my family is. and had the police call to my house, which wasn’t that long ago. It was some ugly bitch who looked like a rabbi I wouldn’t even rape her. She was trying to act all tough too which pissed me off but I didn’t wanna talk back because I would be arrested. I am surprised I wasn’t since I attacked someone with a knife all I had to do was talk to the rabbi officer the next day and listen to her yap about raping goats or some shit i forget it wasn’t that important.
It’s hard to give examples but the main thing she would do is not react to my cousins and brother bullying me. They would exclude me and treat me like the ass of their jokes. My brother especially would humiliate me infront of my cousins. They would kick balls at me, trick me into doing humiliating stuff and overall treat me like a subhuman (am sorry I’m not giving much examples of what they did it’s mostly their attitude towards me) also I didn’t have WiFi to cope either so I had to endure dealing with my faggot cousins and normie family and all this shit day in day out for weeks. Am not sure but I still can’t get over it at over a decade later how I was treated by my family for this.
A few months ago I ended up pulling a knife and lunging at my brother over it when I remembered after drinking half a shoulder of vodka and remembering and thinking about how innocent I was back then and how much of a betraying sack of shit my family is. and had the police call to my house, which wasn’t that long ago. It was some ugly bitch who looked like a rabbi I wouldn’t even rape her. She was trying to act all tough too which pissed me off but I didn’t wanna talk back because I would be arrested. I am surprised I wasn’t since I attacked someone with a knife all I had to do was talk to the rabbi officer the next day and listen to her yap about raping goats or some shit i forget it wasn’t that important.
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