Hello brocels, in this thread I will try say anything which I feel and why I'm so depressed. Look, I cannot take this anymore, I always dream about having a lovely gf who would understand me and love me unconditionally. I don't have any unrealistic standards, just to be alittle bit cute and not a landwhale. I'm so anxious, I have no friends and no hope. Everytime I see a couple in the street or even thinking about relationships and sex is suicide fuel. I think about suicide almost every night before sleeping. I don't hate anyone anymore, hate consumed me. I feel like a lifeless carcass who is rotting. I have no cope for living and to make me happy, I have no reason to smile again. I don't want to be a loser oldcel, this would be my living nightmare. Hate me for writing this, I think that this is the place where I could express my emotions.
