iamsubhuman
I'm evil, nigga.
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I joined this forum when I was 17. I'm now 23 years old. I'm a manchild. I can't do anything by myself. I can't cook, my mom washes my clothes, I don't have a license or a car. My peers are more successful than me. I spent about late 2020 - 2022 (I think) sperging out over fakecels on this forum. I haven't accomplished anything, I grew extremely depressed, quitted my job, sat near a cliff for several hours and thought about jumping headfirst so that I could die instantly, but I didn't have the balls to do it. I have no talents or skills. I'm broke (obviously, I quitted my job). I'm a socially and mentally inept retard. I basically have no friends, just 2 guys I never hang out with irl and very rarely play online with. I have pushed everyone away. I'm jealous that there are younger people out there who are more successful than me.
All I do now is regret my past and think about suicide. I don't do it because my mom would be sad (also, I moved, so my suicide cliff is further away now). I don't even play video games anymore. I can't sit still and watch a movie. I often go days without showering or brushing my teeth and it's so fucked cause I got braces in 2021 thinking "hey, things are going to look up now."
I'm sorry to everyone I have ever fought with on this forum. I hope that you won't end up like me. I hope that you end up at least a little bit satisfied with your life, whether you make a lot of money, have a stable job, have a good friend group, or whatever the fuck.
I don't know if I can get out of this situation. I was already pretty down when I joined this forum. It really does get worse with age. I really am just a huge loser.
Anyway, thanks for reading, or not.
All I do now is regret my past and think about suicide. I don't do it because my mom would be sad (also, I moved, so my suicide cliff is further away now). I don't even play video games anymore. I can't sit still and watch a movie. I often go days without showering or brushing my teeth and it's so fucked cause I got braces in 2021 thinking "hey, things are going to look up now."
I'm sorry to everyone I have ever fought with on this forum. I hope that you won't end up like me. I hope that you end up at least a little bit satisfied with your life, whether you make a lot of money, have a stable job, have a good friend group, or whatever the fuck.
I don't know if I can get out of this situation. I was already pretty down when I joined this forum. It really does get worse with age. I really am just a huge loser.
Anyway, thanks for reading, or not.





