Serious My depression, mood swings, and ND shit is getting nasty

[copecopter]

I stopped the antidepressant SSRI and the second generation antipsychotic abruptly. Been like 6 days. I feel like shit but I can't take the anorgasmia, the blunted emotions, and the insomnia that they all cause. I also became obese (after being slim) because of the antipsychotic.

However, my mood swings back and forth by the hour, I feel too sad to do my cope shit (reading, etc.)

I can't even play video games. What to do?

 

[Mohamedömar]

I can't even play video games

Same here
I am suffering from sexual desire and depression since 2 years till now
I turned from a successful student to a failure in college cuz of that

 

[copecopter]

Same here
I am suffering from sexual desire and depression since 2 years till now
I turned from a successful student to a failure in college cuz of that

I recall you studying Pharmacy, right?

 

[Mohamedömar]

I recall you studying Pharmacy, right?

Yes sadly
My dad forced me, but he died

 

[copecopter]

Yes sadly
My dad forced me, but he died

Me too he forced me to study Pharmacy
Which year are you?

 

[Mohamedömar]

Me too he forced me to study Pharmacy

WOW a pharmacy student

Which year are you?

I am in the second year and in my way to the third but I am a failure

 

[Mohamedömar]

Me too he forced me to study Pharmacy
Which year are you?

Where are you from?

 

[copecopter]

WOW a pharmacy student

I am in the second year and in my way to the third but I am a failure

Getting filtered by Organic Chemistry? What's so hard?

 

[Mohamedömar]

Organic Chemistry

I hate the fuck of organic chemistry
I hate chemistry
maybe analytical chemistry and instrumental analysis are not that bad

 

[Mohamedömar]

What's so hard?

it is all tbh
specially organic, bio and pharmacognosy
alsy pharmaceutics

 

[AutismKing]

I stopped the antidepressant SSRI and the second generation antipsychotic abruptly. Been like 6 days. I feel like shit but I can't take the anorgasmia, the blunted emotions, and the insomnia that they all cause. I also became obese (after being slim) because of the antipsychotic.

Why did you stop them cold turkey? I am on a SNRI right now but I stopped a SSRI abruptly some years ago and felt high for some days for some reason. Also took an anti-psychotic but it made me feel like shit so I quit by myself. The withdrawal symptoms will go away eventually

However, my mood swings back and forth by the hour, I feel too sad to do my cope shit (reading, etc.)

I can't even play video games. What to do?

I can't play games either. Can't do anything really. Just bedrotting. Dont know what to tell you as my life is also shitty right now

 

[copecopter]

it is all tbh
specially organic, bio and pharmacognosy
alsy pharmaceutics

I actually averaged 85-95 in Pharmaceutics 1, 2, and 3.
It gets easier as the years pass. Just study something every day. Survive through the chemstries. Medicinal chemistry is a bitch.

 

[Mohamedömar]

I actually averaged 85-95 in Pharmaceutics 1, 2, and 3.
It gets easier as the years pass. Just study something every day. Survive through the chemstries. Medicinal chemistry is a bitch.

which year are you in? and what college?

 

[Mohamedömar]

Medicinal chemistry is a bitch.

it is in the fourth year, I am still in the second

 

[copecopter]

Why did you stop them cold turkey? I am on a SNRI right now but I stopped a SSRI abruptly some years ago and felt high for some days for some reason. Also took an anti-psychotic but it made me feel like shit so I quit by myself. The withdrawal symptoms will go away eventually


I can't play games either. Can't do anything really. Just bedrotting. Dont know what to tell you as my life is also shitty right now

My mother confesicated them and she gives me them herself and checks if I swallowed them. Telling her that I won't take them again and refuse them cold turkey was my only option. She wouldn't let me taper off

 

[hikkicel]

at least u guys are smart enough 4 college, maybe get a 3/10 nerd qt some day & then have an above-paying job at the end. i’m a low iq neet about to become a low class wage slave, i’m completely apathetic, can’t play vidya, can’t enjoy anime/films/etc… & can only barely bear my existence when i drank vodka or smoked weed. this life is a fucking joke

 

[copecopter]

at least u guys are smart enough 4 college, maybe get a 3/10 nerd qt some day & then have an above-paying job at the end. i’m a low in neet about to become a low class wage slave, i’m completely apathetic, can’t play vidya, can’t enjoy anime/films/etc… & can only barely bear my existence when i drank vodka or smoked weed. this life is a fucking joke

do you know your IQ? why did you end up a NEET?
unless you live in the west, which none of us do, you will eventually become homeless if u neet

 

[AutismKing]

My mother confesicated them and she gives me them herself and checks if I swallowed them. Telling her that I won't take them again and refuse them cold turkey was my only option. She wouldn't let me taper off

Damn, your mother sounds like shit with all respect. It is crazy but that's what happened to me as well, my mother refused to buy me more pills so I had to quit cold turkey and it fucked me up for a time. Now I am more independent. You really need to get away from your mother if you can. Control freak parents are horrible.

 

[AutismKing]

at least u guys are smart enough 4 college, maybe get a 3/10 nerd qt some day & then have an above-paying job at the end. i’m a low in neet about to become a low class wage slave, i’m completely apathetic, can’t play vidya, can’t enjoy anime/films/etc… & can only barely bear my existence when i drank vodka or smoked weed. this life is a fucking joke

 

[hikkicel]

do you know your IQ? why did you end up a NEET?
unless you live in the west, which none of us do, you will eventually become homeless if u neet

i was tested as a kid and i maybe have an iq of 90 (i was unironically in special education for 1 year as a kid…). overall intelligence-wise, i’m especially worse off verbally since i sound like an autistic kraut. i ended up neet after i digested the blackpill fully: i‘m a failed normie for almost my entire life and i just wouldn‘t want to be humiliated for existing. i‘d rather be invincible.

tho, i live in germany (but im half of a turkroach), so its not too bad ig. i honestly don‘t know if its better to be low class in the 1st world or to be upper class in the turd world.

 

[copecopter]

i was tested as a kid and i maybe have an iq of 90 (i was unironically in special education for 1 year as a kid…). overall intelligence-wise, i’m especially worse off verbally since i sound like an autistic kraut. i ended up neet after i digested the blackpill fully: i‘m a failed normie for almost my entire life and i just wouldn‘t want to be humiliated for existing. i‘d rather be invincible.

tho, i live in germany (but im half of a turkroach), so its not too bad ig. i honestly don‘t know if its better to be low class in the 1st world or to be upper class in the turd world.

90 is enough, you can studymaxx and study something, just don't do nuclear physics or math
don't give up brocel
on the net i got 109 IQ, but IRL i scored 97 and i am doing fine

 

[AutismKing]

90 is enough, you can studymaxx and study something, just don't do nuclear physics or math
don't give up brocel
on the net i got 109 IQ, but IRL i scored 97 and i am doing fine

Yeah college is very important in western societies not gonna lie. Even in shitholes it can still be important if you wanna escape. If you can still study and try college while wage slaving on the side it can be a good thing for lifefuel.

 

[tired as fuck]

i was tested as a kid and i maybe have an iq of 90 (i was unironically in special education for 1 year as a kid…). overall intelligence-wise, i’m especially worse off verbally since i sound like an autistic kraut. i ended up neet after i digested the blackpill fully: i‘m a failed normie for almost my entire life and i just wouldn‘t want to be humiliated for existing. i‘d rather be invincible.

tho, i live in germany (but im half of a turkroach), so its not too bad ig. i honestly don‘t know if its better to be low class in the 1st world or to be upper class in the turd world.

germany welfare is the best in europe bro wtf.