This was around 6 months ago, I was on discord and I was simping for this foid that lived in Canada. I constantly spoke to her and dmed her like a cuck, even though she’d rarely respond.
Fast forward a bit and I start doing shrooms and abusing OTC medicines and it genuinely helped with my depression so I started doing them almost everyday.
I didn’t realize that the last time I’d do them, it would send me into the most psychotic state of mind ever.
I woke up and felt super fucking happy, I thought there was a mystery in my life that needed to be solved and the only way to solve that was by going to see that Canadian foid I’ve been talking to.
So I went to talk to my parents and legit started screaming at them saying I’m gonna go get a knife and slit my wrists in Canada after I marry my “mother” (the Canadian foid). I kept saying to my real mother that she isn’t my mother and my true mother was the Canadian foid.
It took me a while to get my passport from my family but they finally gave in. I walked outside barefoot and a suitcase and went on the side of the street to look for a ride. Some guy stopped for me and I told him I had autism and I was going on an “adventure time” to Canada to see my “girlfriend”. He let me in and turned on the radio and I felt the music vibrate inside my body. It was the most strange and amazing feeling I’ve ever felt in my life that I cannot describe.
He drove me to the airport and dropped me off and i thanked him with a sticker.
When I was in the airport I was saying crazy shit like talking to guys that had Chad looks and telling them they “mog me”. I went up to foids and told them they’re hot to their faces and of course they ignored me.
Another time skip, and I’m in the plane finally. I have some OTC medicine left in my pocket so I go to the bathroom in the plane and take the rest of the pills. I go back to my seat and then try and close my eyes and listen to music. I stopped my music because I started hearing voices talking to me. I could see a blonde blue eyed woman in the sky telling me that she wants me to come to her to heaven/agartha. She kept telling me I have to go now and the only way to do it was to end my life on the plane. She told me the plane was never going to land and I was stuck in the sky forever unless I found a way to either jump off or find some other way to kill myself.
I now completely lost it and broke my 200 usd headphones, the lady next to me got scared and asked to be moved. I then got up and went towards the door of the airplane, I tried to open but three flight attendants held me down and stopped me from doing so. I kinda blacked out a bit but woke up and saw myself tied up sitting next to some random Arab guy.
I thought the Arab guy was a demon trying to trick me into staying in this “Hell”. He kept telling me to calm down and stay quiet but I said fuck that and started yelling. I screamed nigger, I screamed a shit ton of random nonsense until the plane landed.
After that I remember waking up in an ambulance and them asking my name, I then thought I was a shapeshifter and started pretending to be a woman because i genuinely thought I was a foid. They knew something was wrong with me mentally so they took me to the hospital where I then believed I was about to be crucified and forced to die for everyone’s sins because I thought I was Jesus Christ 2.0. After that I woke up in a white room and started hallucinating monsters and they were slowly walking towards me and I almost shat myself.
Time skip again I’ve slowly recovered and I called the Canadian foid and asked her to visit me in the ward and she said no and blocked me and I never felt more cucked in my life.
It was a fun psychotic experience but I’m on the no fly list and got deported from Canada so I don’t think I’m ever allowed there anymore.
Fast forward a bit and I start doing shrooms and abusing OTC medicines and it genuinely helped with my depression so I started doing them almost everyday.
I didn’t realize that the last time I’d do them, it would send me into the most psychotic state of mind ever.
I woke up and felt super fucking happy, I thought there was a mystery in my life that needed to be solved and the only way to solve that was by going to see that Canadian foid I’ve been talking to.
So I went to talk to my parents and legit started screaming at them saying I’m gonna go get a knife and slit my wrists in Canada after I marry my “mother” (the Canadian foid). I kept saying to my real mother that she isn’t my mother and my true mother was the Canadian foid.
It took me a while to get my passport from my family but they finally gave in. I walked outside barefoot and a suitcase and went on the side of the street to look for a ride. Some guy stopped for me and I told him I had autism and I was going on an “adventure time” to Canada to see my “girlfriend”. He let me in and turned on the radio and I felt the music vibrate inside my body. It was the most strange and amazing feeling I’ve ever felt in my life that I cannot describe.
He drove me to the airport and dropped me off and i thanked him with a sticker.
When I was in the airport I was saying crazy shit like talking to guys that had Chad looks and telling them they “mog me”. I went up to foids and told them they’re hot to their faces and of course they ignored me.
Another time skip, and I’m in the plane finally. I have some OTC medicine left in my pocket so I go to the bathroom in the plane and take the rest of the pills. I go back to my seat and then try and close my eyes and listen to music. I stopped my music because I started hearing voices talking to me. I could see a blonde blue eyed woman in the sky telling me that she wants me to come to her to heaven/agartha. She kept telling me I have to go now and the only way to do it was to end my life on the plane. She told me the plane was never going to land and I was stuck in the sky forever unless I found a way to either jump off or find some other way to kill myself.
I now completely lost it and broke my 200 usd headphones, the lady next to me got scared and asked to be moved. I then got up and went towards the door of the airplane, I tried to open but three flight attendants held me down and stopped me from doing so. I kinda blacked out a bit but woke up and saw myself tied up sitting next to some random Arab guy.
I thought the Arab guy was a demon trying to trick me into staying in this “Hell”. He kept telling me to calm down and stay quiet but I said fuck that and started yelling. I screamed nigger, I screamed a shit ton of random nonsense until the plane landed.
After that I remember waking up in an ambulance and them asking my name, I then thought I was a shapeshifter and started pretending to be a woman because i genuinely thought I was a foid. They knew something was wrong with me mentally so they took me to the hospital where I then believed I was about to be crucified and forced to die for everyone’s sins because I thought I was Jesus Christ 2.0. After that I woke up in a white room and started hallucinating monsters and they were slowly walking towards me and I almost shat myself.
Time skip again I’ve slowly recovered and I called the Canadian foid and asked her to visit me in the ward and she said no and blocked me and I never felt more cucked in my life.
It was a fun psychotic experience but I’m on the no fly list and got deported from Canada so I don’t think I’m ever allowed there anymore.
