I finished high school nearly two years ago and on top of that I’m about to hit 20 in two months.
If no foid was sexually attracted to me in school, chances are now that foids in my age range (college aged) can just go with betabuxxers whom are twice my age or can just onlyfansmaxx.
I don’t know how old you are but being a young adult in this generation is much worse than it was in your time. It’ll get worse from here on out.
I don’t go to college anymore , I work with people who are twice my age. Even if I was still in college, it has a larger student attendance than my previous secondary education institutions. So that means there’s even a HIGHER competition to be in if I ever wanted to try dating in while I was in college.
I’ve already attempted cold approaching many times in my younger teen years in middle and early high school. The answers were “oh sorry, i’m not looking to date.” Or “I already have a boyfriend.”, but there was this one instance were I asked out this one foid classmate back in early high school and she basically flat out said “ no you’re ugly, why would I want to go out with you? Fucking creep.” She told my homeroom teacher and was given ISS( in school suspension) for “harassment”.
Obviously I just stopped trying IRL and then I tried out YUBO,( which is basically tinder for kids since I was 16 and not old enough to be on Tinder) which I got ridiculed and made fun of anytime I got matched and then I’d get blocked by said foid who matched with me.
So given my current situation, I really don’t know what you’d want me to do. I’ve given up on “trying to go attempt life” as you say.