Blackpill My brain feels absolutely fried from all the drugs and alcohol

[Icarus]

I don't even feel like I can formulate a correct sentence anymore.

I'll go back and reread what I wrote only to find that everything sounds disjointed and crass.

My head hurts even bothering to try. I fear in the future I will no longer have anything left to say, and I will merely be a mumbling retard who can't get his points across.

I don't even know what the purpose of saying anything is if it has already been spoken before. Maybe just to remind myself what it all means?

Or maybe we do it to remind each other?

 

[Horatio Ludwiczek]

My writing abilities seemed to have declined somewhat as well

I probably should get back to reading books to stave off further decline and hopefully reverse it

 

[Icarus]

My writing abilities seemed to have declined somewhat as well

I probably should get back to reading books to stave off further decline and hopefully reverse it

I might do the same tbh

I've been reading old children's books lately because they remind me of when I was little and still had hope in the world.

Trying not to lose the spark of what makes me question everything.

 

[HotDogCel]

The effects of rotting in despair. We can't really fight our incel's fate imo. If we were fully counscious of our reality and how cooked we are, we would just cry in agony and die from lack of breathing or something.

 

[Icarus]

The effects of rotting in despair. We can't really fight our incel's fate imo. If we were fully counscious of our reality and how cooked we are, we would just cry in agony and die from lack of breathing or something.

Oh how merciful it would be to die of such a fate. I fear I will not die young like I always wished.

 

[HotDogCel]

Oh how merciful it would be to die of such a fate. I fear I will not die young like I always wished.

When I came back from my last "failed" attempt (i said "failed" bc I just couldn't go through), I felt how trapped I was and how I might never be able to finaly flee from this hell. This is fear

 

[Icarus]

When I came back from my last "failed" attempt (i said "failed" bc I just couldn't go through), I felt how trapped I was and how I might never be able to finaly flee from this hell. This is fear

Deeply so brocel