Venting My birthday is soon coming up

[gangrenemax]

Feeling depressed more than normal lately, I know like the past decade of my life, dad won't give a shit, never came to graduations or wished me happy birthdays. Mom's a depressed asshole herself. I'm alone and going to turn 23 soon. 22 just flashed before my eyes. I don't see a future of family and kids for myself, I don't see land ownership unless I move to some shitty country which is my plan once I save up enough money after slaving till 35-40 maybe. I havent been hugged till I paid for it.

I'm thinking about buying a puppy, might keep me motivated to push on. A dog's a loyal animal and hopefully he'll keep me company when I come home tired from work and mind numbing commute. Sometimes i wonder if I can even be responsible for a life, I'm into comfy maxxing with what little time I have left after work. Owning a dog might mean forced socialization and I don't want to isolate him from bitches either so if I take him to a dog park I'll get anxiety. I run in the forest sometimes so I can take him on the trails in the morning so I don't see people. I don't know if budgetting food for the dog is going to be expensive. my landlord doesn't have a policy about pets nor does he give a shit, and this shitty depressing tiny studio attached to a shit bathroom would be unfair for the dogs it's already small for a 5'7 curry like me.

I don't feel the need to celebrate this shit day, I don't know if I should pay for an escort and spend some time with her instead of being alone. Life is moving scary fast, and I don't feel like I'm moving at all.

I'm grateful for this forum, let me know some good copes you guys would probably enjoy

 

[Grim_Reaper]

Happy early birthday

 

[gangrenemax]

Happy early birthday

thanks homie cel

 

[themanwithnohat]

Happy early birthday. I can always recommend getting a dog. Dogs are based

 

[gangrenemax]

Happy early birthday. I can always recommend getting a dog. Dogs are based

If you bought a dog could you let me know if you got a puppy? I"m scared of shelter dogs and if I do get attached to an old soul I'd just be depressed if he died too soon. Also how much of a time sink is the dog? thanks

 

[Med Amine]

happy cake day

 

[Darius L]

happy cake day

 

[gangrenemax]

happy cake day

thanks insta thot e whore

 

[mrlunatic]

Give yourself a nice dinner at a fancy restaurant if u can afford. Dinners by yourself is surprisingly really peaceful

 

[themanwithnohat]

If you bought a dog could you let me know if you got a puppy? I"m scared of shelter dogs and if I do get attached to an old soul I'd just be depressed if he died too soon. Also how much of a time sink is the dog? thanks

I’ve always had dogs from when they were a puppy, but I think I may just get a young dog next time around (like 1 or 2 years old). They are a considerable timesink needing plenty of attention, walks, food, etc. They are basically turboautists and need a constant schedule, but they will actually love you if you’re good to them. There’s plenty of websites with good information, so I would suggest you just read up on how to care for them, especially if you haven’t had dogs before.

 

[gangrenemax]

I’ve always had dogs from when they were a puppy, but I think I may just get a young dog next time around (like 1 or 2 years old). They are a considerable timesink needing plenty of attention, walks, food, etc. They are basically turboautists and need a constant schedule, but they will actually love you if you’re good to them. There’s plenty of websites with good information, so I would suggest you just read up on how to care for them, especially if you haven’t had dogs before.

thanks man

 

[gangrenemax]

Give yourself a nice dinner at a fancy restaurant if u can afford. Dinners by yourself is surprisingly really peaceful

theres a ruth's chris steakhouse near me, I don't know too much about fine dining. This seems nice unlike the cheesecake factory with homless-cels depression maxxing in front of it. but I just see nt maxxed couples and well dressed people in there, I don't even have a good outfit I'd be proud to wear to such a place, I'd just be anxious. But thanks I'll try spend money of food instead of an escort

 

[Dramus17]

theres a ruth's chris steakhouse near me, I don't know too much about fine dining. This seems nice unlike the cheesecake factory with homless-cels depression maxxing in front of it. but I just see nt maxxed couples and well dressed people in there, I don't even have a good outfit I'd be proud to wear to such a place, I'd just be anxious. But thanks I'll try spend money of food instead of an escort

When's your birthday cunt?

 

[gangrenemax]

When's your birthday cunt?

early next week, scared to tell the date

 

[Dramus17]

early next week, scared to tell the date

Why so?

 

[gangrenemax]

Why so?

too much information about my location birthday job and such from previous posts makes me paranoid

 

[VitaminS]

Happy birthdat. What do you want as a gift?

 

[gangrenemax]

Happy birthdat. What do you want as a gift?

I want to sleep and not wake up

 

[Transcended Trucel]

brutal hopefully u get hit by truck and Isekai into a Chad on your birthday

 

[VitaminS]

I want to sleep and not wake up

Melatonin it is.