Hello everyone.
I recently had an appointment with a psychiatrist to try and get my life back on track, sad to say it wasn't what I expected.
I especifically chose an older male professional because I thought he would understand my position in life, how I've been rejected, how I've suffered because of the way I look, my repulsion to sex and porn. But no, he blamed me for everything, even for things that I can't change, which was pretty brutal.
He said that I am the problem, that I judge people without knowing them, which could be true but I can't restrain my pattern recognition just to have meaningless normie relationships, when I see a foid's face, I instantly know what kind of person she is, and some time later I get proven right time and time again.
What really bothered me is that he didn't make the slightest effort to understand the type of person I am, he's old and possibly jewish so it doesn't matter the way he looks now because he's already lived a life worth living, he can't even begin to comprehend what life is like for someone who has nothing and has been mistreated and exiled for the way they look, when my classmates bullied me in highschool they were very transparent in saying that they were doing it because I was short and ugly, it's really hard to want to have friends when all you've experienced in life is apathy because of the pavlovian response people have when seeing your dysgenic face, short height and awkward behavior. Doesn't help the fact that I have assburgers interests like real time strategy games and history.
I told him that I'm not bothered by the way society works until I try to reach into the void to have a deep connection with a woman, or to have a friend, only to find sluts and retards who are somehow doing better in life than me. Life is a social game, it doesn't matter if you're the most capable and hardworking man to ever exist, if you don't play into the hands of foids you will surely fail, which is why psychology as a field of study is perfect for them, it's one of the few careers where you can get paid for gaslighting and saying meaningless things, and because you have a piece of paper people are inclined to trust you.
He didn't have any information worth $80, nobody in this place does.
"Eat goyslop, watch your ugly face get old, your hair fall and your body rot and decay, keep studying, keep working and keep thanking God for your miserable existence, you were never loved, you will never be, then die, here's your pills and thank you for your money, see you next time".
Any thoughts? Atleast he gave me some meds, now I can start being a productive goy again!
I recently had an appointment with a psychiatrist to try and get my life back on track, sad to say it wasn't what I expected.
I especifically chose an older male professional because I thought he would understand my position in life, how I've been rejected, how I've suffered because of the way I look, my repulsion to sex and porn. But no, he blamed me for everything, even for things that I can't change, which was pretty brutal.
He said that I am the problem, that I judge people without knowing them, which could be true but I can't restrain my pattern recognition just to have meaningless normie relationships, when I see a foid's face, I instantly know what kind of person she is, and some time later I get proven right time and time again.
What really bothered me is that he didn't make the slightest effort to understand the type of person I am, he's old and possibly jewish so it doesn't matter the way he looks now because he's already lived a life worth living, he can't even begin to comprehend what life is like for someone who has nothing and has been mistreated and exiled for the way they look, when my classmates bullied me in highschool they were very transparent in saying that they were doing it because I was short and ugly, it's really hard to want to have friends when all you've experienced in life is apathy because of the pavlovian response people have when seeing your dysgenic face, short height and awkward behavior. Doesn't help the fact that I have assburgers interests like real time strategy games and history.
I told him that I'm not bothered by the way society works until I try to reach into the void to have a deep connection with a woman, or to have a friend, only to find sluts and retards who are somehow doing better in life than me. Life is a social game, it doesn't matter if you're the most capable and hardworking man to ever exist, if you don't play into the hands of foids you will surely fail, which is why psychology as a field of study is perfect for them, it's one of the few careers where you can get paid for gaslighting and saying meaningless things, and because you have a piece of paper people are inclined to trust you.
He didn't have any information worth $80, nobody in this place does.
"Eat goyslop, watch your ugly face get old, your hair fall and your body rot and decay, keep studying, keep working and keep thanking God for your miserable existence, you were never loved, you will never be, then die, here's your pills and thank you for your money, see you next time".
Any thoughts? Atleast he gave me some meds, now I can start being a productive goy again!
PS don't come back to me if you feel worse than before how dare you try to blame me "I only wanted to help you!" 
