Anybody realize how monotonous life has seem to become? I feel like I have been repeating the same day over and over again -- with no end in sight. I can't even remember what my age is -- nor my own birthday anymore, since I haven't celebrated them in an long time. Its no longer an ingrained fact in my head. There is nothing. Nothing special. I just watch the years get longer, and I get more greyer, weaker, and worse. Nothing to look forward too. Its just endless drudugrery. To be honest, I don't understand how I survived this long without a cope.
