SoCalSuifuel
Death Note Makes No Sense
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Not lay down and rot, but lay down and relax. I've been on nofap for I think two weeks now, and while I am getting hornier and hornier, and angrier and angrier, I think I may be viewing the world a bit clearer because instead of running away from my thoughts and using masturbation as a form of escapism and easy dopamine, I am instead thinking about the reality of my existence. I am ugly, I am stupid, and I don't like society. Looksmaxxing, statusmaxxing, and moneymaxxing all have benefits, but I think a lot of people are doing them in hopes that they will be accepted by society, I think it's too late for that for most of us, we've grown to distrust and despise society for valid reasons, you can't just unlearn your experiences.
If one were to LDAR while still making sure to exercise everyday and get some sunlight, perhaps one could actually find happiness. It would be a form of healthy hedonism. Not doing drugs, not masturbating, not doing anything that only brings short and fleeting pleasure at costs that aren't worth it, but instead laying around in the sun, eating delicious and refreshing healthy foods (fruits and vegetables) reading good books or listening to audiobooks, doing relaxing exercise like swimming and walking, just living as good a life as you can without interacting with society at large. Obviously this is largely a lifestyle that only NEETs and the higher privileged could take part in, but I'm starting to think it may be the best way to live.
Not hoping for some salvation in the future, but instead finding salvation in the present through relaxation.
If one were to LDAR while still making sure to exercise everyday and get some sunlight, perhaps one could actually find happiness. It would be a form of healthy hedonism. Not doing drugs, not masturbating, not doing anything that only brings short and fleeting pleasure at costs that aren't worth it, but instead laying around in the sun, eating delicious and refreshing healthy foods (fruits and vegetables) reading good books or listening to audiobooks, doing relaxing exercise like swimming and walking, just living as good a life as you can without interacting with society at large. Obviously this is largely a lifestyle that only NEETs and the higher privileged could take part in, but I'm starting to think it may be the best way to live.
Not hoping for some salvation in the future, but instead finding salvation in the present through relaxation.