After so many rejections. Comments about my looks etc I’m done I broke down. There was a time where I at least tried to get dates talk to women make friends. But I just can’t any more. I haven’t left my house for 2 years. To do something with some one else Forced isolation. Is just horrible. Even if I go out side. I feel more alone then I am sittin at home play games at least people online are nice to me. My only friends I have came from online games. Besides that I got nothing shit is awful. People constantly staring at you laughing at you making jokes I’m nothing more then a joke to people. No one has talked to me irl. For so long it feels like it was 1943 again And when people talk to me irl besides making fun of me it’s old folks don’t get me wrong I’m really glad and thank full but give a nigga some pussy Or something. We live in a age where if I would shoot my self with my ar 15 people would just put it on tiktok or some shit and. U got some fake hoes saying rip u will be missed just for likes and cloud.
