Octopusgun2
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I seriously don’t think I can go through this year of college knowing that women find me repulsive, i can’t wait until I finish this year till i get my rhinoplasty... I feel unorganized, useless, worthless, my confidence has sunk lower than I ever thought it would. I can’t go to the gym, I don’t feel passionate about anything anymore, friends are asking why i don’t hang out with them as often, I see others enjoying their GFs while I get rejections to my face...What’s the fucking point? Wait 3 years to get all of my surgeries and have to wait more than a year just to fully recover? Am I really gonna have to waste my youth, money and time on surgeries to fix my bones? I wish I can get surgery right fucking now cause this is seriously the breaking point, i’m one in real life rejection or insult away from killing myself and i’m not even kidding.