SuicideFuel Living is Pain

[lonely_slavi]

Suicide never leaves my mind. I dont know how long i can fight it. I could never imagine it getting like this. I started with selfharm at 13. I was depressed my whole life. My first deadly overdose was with 16. A year ago i tried killing myself with 2 Overdoses at the same time and with slicing my arteries. No friends,no female ever wanted to talk to me. Now im fighting addiction, od a few days ago. Going to rehab living tomorrow. I know all the people there will mock me. I hate being laughed at my whole life. Like im some animal. A fucking dead dog gets more love than me. Im going insane the end is coming soon. Im fighting to stay alive. No one cares. Its a lonely and hard life. I have to keep going

 

[TrucelWithNoFriends]

You're just as human as anybody else bro, it's only the people who cannot show compassion or empathy towards you who are being savages. I hope one day you shall find your reason to life.

 

[wereq]

This is the cursed life we inherited from our parents. We have nothing to work with, no meaning to pursue, and no ability to pursue it with.

 

[EcstasyCel]

Life just wasn't made for autists...

 

[ZS6]

It's ok, we still have masturbation and french fries

 

[wereq]

Life just wasn't made for autists...

It wasn't made for disempowered subhumans.

 

[Soystein]

Brutal stuff, I was a cocaine user for over 10 years just to try to feel something, noone gives a shit about us, we are alone in this world. Asking for "help" will get us laughed at and humiliated further. I can't wait for my life to end.

 

[itachi_orane]

Brutal stuff, I was a cocaine user for over 10 years just to try to feel something, noone gives a shit about us, we are alone in this world. Asking for "help" will get us laughed at and humiliated further. I can't wait for my life to end.

Suicide never leaves my mind. I dont know how long i can fight it. I could never imagine it getting like this. I started with selfharm at 13. I was depressed my whole life. My first deadly overdose was with 16. A year ago i tried killing myself with 2 Overdoses at the same time and with slicing my arteries. No friends,no female ever wanted to talk to me. Now im fighting addiction, od a few days ago. Going to rehab living tomorrow. I know all the people there will mock me. I hate being laughed at my whole life. Like im some animal. A fucking dead dog gets more love than me. Im going insane the end is coming soon. Im fighting to stay alive. No one cares. Its a lonely and hard life. I have to keep going

U should get some help there are groups and discussions about that. Buddy i assure you even if it hard, you still het over addiction. Life is worth living Buddy. There more on life than just foid or smt, go take some activity or sum and make some non toxic friend, u juste have to not be a narcissist or sum and you will find some cool bros. Even if family are shite, find some cools mate.

 

[VanGobbel]

Once you run out of copes, all that remains is the rope.

 

[Sportacus]

U should get some help there are groups and discussions about that. Buddy i assure you even if it hard, you still het over addiction. Life is worth living Buddy. There more on life than just foid or smt, go take some activity or sum and make some non toxic friend, u juste have to not be a narcissist or sum and you will find some cool bros. Even if family are shite, find some cools mate.

 

[Erenincel]

I understand your pain, I feel the same brocel.

Life just wasn't made for autists...

It wasn't made for disempowered subhumans.

Brutal stuff, I was a cocaine user for over 10 years just to try to feel something, noone gives a shit about us, we are alone in this world. Asking for "help" will get us laughed at and humiliated further. I can't wait for my life to end.

To society we will always be subhuman no matter what we do.They will never treat us as humans. To them, our suffering is meaningless.It's no wonder such people become addicted wrecks. Society has brought us to this point.