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Serious Little update on my day

Alexander400

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Maybe some of you can relate to this but i will just share whats been on my mind lately.

So today i had the realization that the job i wanted and studied for is way out of reach for me because my GPA wont cut it. I messed up a lot along the way and didn't help i would often have depression taking my mind away from my studies but it was my fault. Anyways now i will most likely end up stuck with a meme bachelor's degree which i will probably not be able to do jack shit with it. For those curious i wont say what i wanted to do or what i studied but i kind of got thrusted into college without me really wanting to. I never really had any passion for anything in particular and i just got directed to what i should do by my parents/family. Maybe some of you guys will relate to this but i was a young kid at that time, i didn't know what i wanted to do with my life nor fully grasped it.

Suffice to say i had a breakdown over this realization because i felt like i wasted everyones time and i let everyone down including myself. I calmed down after i coped with the knowledge that dream job or not i still had a bachelor and that was worth something. On top of that i also came to the conclusion that i have to find a gf... I reached this because i thought about everything that will happen to me once i graduate, it will just be me and the streets nothing else. I thought of all the time wasted in college and how it might all end up being for nothing and have to go to a job i may not like. If i could just come back home to a girl who loves me and cares for me i dont care if i have to end up shoveling shit because it will all be for something. I don't wanna be alone and i at least want to accomplish one fucking thing before i leave the school and that is to find someone. This is perhaps my last chance as the campus has a lot of women my age...

You know i never fully understood why people commit suicide but now i do. It is a feeling of no escape, of all your decisions coming back and seeing no way out. Of all the opportunities not taken and the chances gone to waste. It is awful
 
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That's brutal boyo.
 
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Brutal bachelor pill
 

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