Blackpill Lifefuel job i have

[NorwoodVictim]

YOU THINK I CHOSE THIS JOB? I WAS FORCED INTO THIS BY MY GENETIC PRISON. IF I HAD A NORMAL LIFE AND FRIENDS I WOULDNT FUCKING WASTE MY LIFE IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND I WOULDNT CHOOSE THE IT COURSES IN MY COLLEGE AND THEN UNIVERSITY ALL OF THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN AVODID

THE FACT THAT IM PROGRAMMING IS THE MOMUMENT OF MY INCELDOM LAUGHING IN MY FACE EVERYDAY

So true. I would be doing something else if I wasn't ugly since my childhood

 

[zangano1]

Interesting. But you were a lot more confident right?

I feel like it is not good if you have just one or two interviews per week and in the downtime you just rot and have negative thoughts. You're not going to flip a switch right before the interview.

So once you're in that Neet state, it's hard to get out of it.

Yes, thats why I try to imagine scenarios in my while i'm heading to the interview. If it's an online interview i watch videos of people talking. If its in person I just imagine things, sometimes I start laughing at random and people look at me

 

[proudweeb]

i need me a job like that

fuck this commuting night shift bull shit

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I work from home and just rot and play vidya and not do anything

this job is very lifefuel tbh

based

my salary is garbage I make like 50k$

I could make a lot more probably but I don't like going to job interviews, I am autist asf, I just accepted first job that accepted me. I got denied in interviews before shit was brutal. I was denied ONLY because I was an autist.

I PASSED ALL THE TESTS, I DID THEIR NIGGER TRICK QUESTIONS... Still they deny me because I cant control my autism. This is pure discriminations for autists. Society doesnt care about this, they treat autist like animals and niggers. They treat us worse than they treated niggers in slave days.

I always passed their technical interview but then come the social interviews and I always failed in every job I applied on that shit, this one accepted me because I used cocaine before I went to the interview. It helped me a lot to become more confident, but after I went home I thought Im gonna fking die tbh JFL, I am never taking cocaine again in my life after that, I was DED SRS thinking its the end of me, I slept on the floor with massive pain in my chest jfl I thought i wont wake up.

Anyway we use some generic shit sql, javascript, java/python etc

I didn't even know any of this shit before I started working here JFL

all I knew was Java and not even that well jfl

normies want to holocaust trucels

50K isn’t that bad try living on 25k and throw in debt

50k is slavery tier money in my area. u need 200k plus post taxes to live a good life

also I have like 90k$ student debt but I aint paying that shit

ogre fucking insane

I was about to get fired for that too funny story but I left before they fire me because I found the new job...

Some dumb fking arab hoe thought I wanted to fk her or something. Yeah I admit I found her cute, she was actually fat and ugly but I didnt mind. She asked me where I studied, first foid to talk to me in that job so obviously I wanted to try to befriend her.

Do i wanted to fuck her?

NO

I just wanted to be fking friends,

NOT MY FKING FAULT IM AN AUTIST

But she must have thought every time I look at her i want to rape her or some shit, she fking reported me to HR managers there. OFC ALL MANAGERS WERE FOIDS BTW SO IMAGINE HOW THAT WENT ))))))))))))))))))))))))

I DIDNT EVEN FKING DO ANYTHING, I JUST LOOKED AT HER AND BOOKED MY NBREAKS AT SAME TIME AS SHE DID (MAYBE SHE NOTICED?) TO TRY TO TALK TO HER AND MAKE FRIENDS. BECAUSE I WANTED FRIENDS. IS THAT SUCH A FUCKING CRIME FUCKING NIGGERS FUCK THIS SHIT, FUCK THIS MOTHERFUCKING SHIT. I DONT WANT NO MOTHERFUCKING FRIENDS MAN ITS A DOG EAT DOG WORLD OUT THERE MFKERS ALL TRYING TO CUT MY THROAT I LEARNED IT THE HARD WAY I AINT NO GIBVING MY TRUST AWAY NEVER FUCK THAT SHIT FUCK ALL THE MFOTEHRFUCKERS OUT THERE

Thankfully before anything would come of it I was alerady out so whatever jfl

dumb hoes I just wanted a friend

fuck this dumb ass fucking world im done with looking for friends

I aint nobodies friend fuck them all dumb fucking scamming nigers eevrybody wants to fucking scam or destroy me FUCK THEM ALL FUCK EVERYBODY... I DONT WANT FUCKING FRIENDS OR CONNECTIONS IM DONE WITHT HAT SHIT FUCK ALL THAT SHIT

I am by myself now just me and the grind, gonna make some fking money then fuck some dumb fking teen pussy I was denied all my life then call it a fking day because fk this world most of all.

But before I call it a day at an emergency room in minecraft, I wanna explore mysticism some more, there is more I wanna explore about it, I believe I will discover some deep truth by exploring how human mind works and trying to Astral project. I was reading some CIA files about that, some intresting shit to read TBH

Maybe this is just soviet psyops

but 100% more to this story, I believe reality is influeneced by human mind to some degree yes... Yes I do. I will want to run experiments and join others to test this.

I dont believe the form of worship or believe matters. You can pray to lord jessuc hrist or to a fucking naked moon whore flying on a unicorn, both are just as valid, its the believe and how you stimulate your brain that matters.

Fucking brutal as fuck. I make sure not to talk to foids too much and never outside work setting. not gonna risk any problems.


based. read Neville Goddard and Joseph Murphy

man i got desetroyed so hard during the last one because the guy literally just tried to test me for social skills and vibe, because he thought i was too good on the technical aspects rofl

Jfl. I've noticed this trend for sure though. The people good at technical stuff are often worse at social skills and vice versa. Ofc there are some unicorn moggers excellent at both.

i need me a job like that

fuck this commuting night shift bull shit

Indeed fuck that. Hopefully in another 5 years another pandemic comes...


also drug Maxxing is indeed necessary nowadays to compete. I often use ahswgaenga and phenibut before interviews.

 

[jackwithnobitches]

no, it's 100% heterosexual masculinity

yea

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Interesting. But you were a lot more confident right?

I feel like it is not good if you have just one or two interviews per week and in the downtime you just rot and have negative thoughts. You're not going to flip a switch right before the interview.

So once you're in that Neet state, it's hard to get out of it.

you need to probability cope. I use probability calculators and excel sheets to cope with the rejections

 

[jackwithnobitches]

i need me a job like that

fuck this commuting night shift bull shit

ong shit sucks dick