Life just doesn't seem real. Like what, this is my whole purpose just to fill a gap of another worthless human, get replaced by another. Why is it soo cruel to us. I don't remember when was the last time I actually felt happy. Nothing seems real, it just makes me anxious. Like what just be born to wageslave and die. Not have any good memories in your deathbed. No family near you. It's like somebody is playing a cruel joke on me. Sometimes I wish it was all fake, I would wake up in body of a happy successful chad, that this life is just a nightmare nothing else. 
