SuicideFuel Life : i love it, then im suicidal

[DISASTER]

When the copes end, i fall back to my suicidal ideas, distarcting myself only for hours sometimes for days but i find myself always in the same place, wanting to die, but im not doing it though, i have been like this for the past three years, now that i know about the blackpill it brings me some peace, when i got severelly sick, all i could think about for every living second of my existence is how to end this.
All this goes once i bring food like chocolat like this moment or pizza, or i go out for a walk or a ride on my bike to the beach, all of a sudden i want to live.
This duality is really crazy but im glad i have.

 

[Pancakecel]

At least you can still enjoy life, sometimes. I'm struggling to do that.

 

[DISASTER]

At least you can still enjoy life, sometimes. I'm struggling to do that.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I struggle to enjoy life. Life is only enjoyable when I focus on things that neglect my actual life

 

[DISASTER]

I struggle to enjoy life. Life is only enjoyable when I focus on things that neglect my actual life

Fuck this shit

 

[Ren Hoek]

At least you can still enjoy life, sometimes. I'm struggling to do that.

 

[Clit CFO]

the human experience. I tend to get really depressed but then there's things that pull me back and make me appreciate life. Something that helps is knowing there are still some things in my control and I can use those things to better my situation. Free will can be pretty cool. I hope you find a good balance, I'm wishing you the best brocel.

 

[DISASTER]

the human experience. I tend to get really depressed but then there's things that pull me back and make me appreciate life. Something that helps is knowing there are still some things in my control and I can use those things to better my situation. Free will can be pretty cool. I hope you find a good balance, I'm wishing you the best brocel.