Ok, this is serious. MODS, do not ban this, I've got a lot to unwrap after what happened and I think it is really necessary for me to explain all of the stuff I've learned through the experience.
This is not bragging thread but a realization of why society can't get a grasp of our situations.
It seems that each and every time, I pick up my wallet and go escortceling, I get to learn something new about myself, roasties and the world of normies...
Let me preface this by saying that I already summed 2 of my previous experiences with hookers here:
First was utterly negative and left me even more depressed, sad and bitterly furstrated.
Second was mediocre at best and left me pathetic, embarrassed and ashamed.
Those experiences are few and far between. First one was in December 2017 and the other was in October 2018...
Details here:
However, this time, Things went differently. I was leaving work with the stressful idea of seeing another hooker tonight...Sometimes, nofap or porn/masturbation just isnt cutting it. Because of the high prices, shitty past experiences, and social stigma attached to escorts, I'm always extremely on the fence before hiring one...
Nevertheless, took some cash out, went to a café midtown and browsed some ads on my phone. Found an agency nearby and booked an appointment ..
Stressed, fearful and ashamed, I walk to the place a few streets away...
I get there and get received by a 5'7 women (taller than me), a bit curvy mixed girl. She greets me and invites me inside.
Basically, once onside, she ask how much time, I take one hour for about 200$ (YIKES I know) and directs me to the shower. Shower taken, I head back inside and asks me what I want.
I tell her that I am completely inexperienced and had about 4-5 short sex encounters (all with hookers)..
I usually bust it after 5 thrust (about 2 min) and then leave.
Last night thought, I actually had a long positive experience when in about 45 minutes, I got to enjoy massage,blowjob, various sex positions, an actual discussion with a women for one the rare time of my life. She also let me draw her in my sketchbook.
Now,because I DON'T wanna get banned for bragging, I'm gonna leaves the details aside but overall, I left with (dare I say it), a relatively positive sexual encounter, my balls empty and a sense of manhood somehow restored.
For fucks sake, I can't even imagine how LIFEFUEL sex must be with actual intimacy, love and desire.
To think Chads and Normies get to have women having sex with them willingly for free and on the regular when they live together is pretty much unimaginable for me.
These people live on another universe plane or dimension..I just can't believe some people have intimate sex on a regular basis meanwhile some men get to rot in their own sperm, life is unfair dogdammit.
I remember in my purple pill days when I was looksmaxxing, going out in social events, asking girls out, dating online, I remember when I was attempting to get into that sphere of society and bluntly realized after years of giving it all I could, that I did not have the looks for it.
Anyway, heres's what I learned from the experience:
1-Normies have NO idea how lucky they are considering they get to experience this regularly the way it should be experienced; with love, desire and intimacy.
2-At least 30% of Inceldom frustration is not just frustration from uglyness, rejections and lack of love from roasties but actual SEXUAL frustrations from lack of sex, touch and loaded balls.
Healthy humans beings need sex. It's a basic human experience that should be accessible to each and all. People who hard lie telling bullshit like ''sex isn't important'' are EXTREME BULLSHITTERS. Positive sexual experiences completely tames frustration, calm downs anger and allows you to focus on other stuff other than sex for a while.
3-(Good) Sex will make men forgive roasties for their bad deeds temporarily and believe it or not, will make most men ignore black pill and red pill knowledge for a while.
This is how most men get willingly cucked by the way and this is why most men are such BETAS in their marriage. When I was getting some last night, I wasn't thinking about hypergamy, double standards, tutorial island, cock carousel and all that shit; I was just thinking ''DAMN, this feels good, DAMN she looks Good, I wonder what I could do to get to experience this regularly''...
A men who otherwise has difficult access to vagina will do ANYTHING to keep it nearby and attract it, even sacrificing their own worth in the process; hence why so many men will willingly cuck themselves, white knight hard online and put roasties on pedestal, AS LONG IT GIVES THEM RELATIVE ACCESS TO PUSSY.
This is why men who fucks will NEVER aknowledge Incels, even though our suffering and pain is caused by true societal behavior. The BlackPILL is true, there's nothing truer than the BlackPill and most men know it but sex will make most men willingly look the other way:
''Hey, as long as I'm getting some, why should I care about the suffering of lower class men?''
4-Incel who shames other Incels for for seeking escorts are pathetic copers with pretentious illusions of their own worth. ''bUT mUH dEgenerates''
We're all seen as shit tier men by society nonetheless, get off your high horses and aknowledge that fapping to porn/anime isn't a better way to cope with your sexual needs, If you're saint, then good for you but don't talk down others who are in the same Incel Hell Jail Cell you're in.
5-This shit is expansive (escortceling).
I can already see all of the shaming comments who will come my way but I did what I did.
Either way. I'm not the only occasional escortceler here so what gives.
This is not bragging thread but a realization of why society can't get a grasp of our situations.
It seems that each and every time, I pick up my wallet and go escortceling, I get to learn something new about myself, roasties and the world of normies...
Let me preface this by saying that I already summed 2 of my previous experiences with hookers here:
First was utterly negative and left me even more depressed, sad and bitterly furstrated.
Second was mediocre at best and left me pathetic, embarrassed and ashamed.
Those experiences are few and far between. First one was in December 2017 and the other was in October 2018...
Details here:
https://incels.is/threads/when-even-fat-hookers-escorts-wont-respect-you.31656/
https://incels.is/threads/tonight-i-escortceld-again-my-take-on-escortceling-videos-and-pic-included.66629/
However, this time, Things went differently. I was leaving work with the stressful idea of seeing another hooker tonight...Sometimes, nofap or porn/masturbation just isnt cutting it. Because of the high prices, shitty past experiences, and social stigma attached to escorts, I'm always extremely on the fence before hiring one...
Nevertheless, took some cash out, went to a café midtown and browsed some ads on my phone. Found an agency nearby and booked an appointment ..
Stressed, fearful and ashamed, I walk to the place a few streets away...
I get there and get received by a 5'7 women (taller than me), a bit curvy mixed girl. She greets me and invites me inside.
Basically, once onside, she ask how much time, I take one hour for about 200$ (YIKES I know) and directs me to the shower. Shower taken, I head back inside and asks me what I want.
I tell her that I am completely inexperienced and had about 4-5 short sex encounters (all with hookers)..
I usually bust it after 5 thrust (about 2 min) and then leave.
Last night thought, I actually had a long positive experience when in about 45 minutes, I got to enjoy massage,blowjob, various sex positions, an actual discussion with a women for one the rare time of my life. She also let me draw her in my sketchbook.
Now,because I DON'T wanna get banned for bragging, I'm gonna leaves the details aside but overall, I left with (dare I say it), a relatively positive sexual encounter, my balls empty and a sense of manhood somehow restored.
For fucks sake, I can't even imagine how LIFEFUEL sex must be with actual intimacy, love and desire.
To think Chads and Normies get to have women having sex with them willingly for free and on the regular when they live together is pretty much unimaginable for me.
These people live on another universe plane or dimension..I just can't believe some people have intimate sex on a regular basis meanwhile some men get to rot in their own sperm, life is unfair dogdammit.
I remember in my purple pill days when I was looksmaxxing, going out in social events, asking girls out, dating online, I remember when I was attempting to get into that sphere of society and bluntly realized after years of giving it all I could, that I did not have the looks for it.
Anyway, heres's what I learned from the experience:
1-Normies have NO idea how lucky they are considering they get to experience this regularly the way it should be experienced; with love, desire and intimacy.
2-At least 30% of Inceldom frustration is not just frustration from uglyness, rejections and lack of love from roasties but actual SEXUAL frustrations from lack of sex, touch and loaded balls.
Healthy humans beings need sex. It's a basic human experience that should be accessible to each and all. People who hard lie telling bullshit like ''sex isn't important'' are EXTREME BULLSHITTERS. Positive sexual experiences completely tames frustration, calm downs anger and allows you to focus on other stuff other than sex for a while.
3-(Good) Sex will make men forgive roasties for their bad deeds temporarily and believe it or not, will make most men ignore black pill and red pill knowledge for a while.
This is how most men get willingly cucked by the way and this is why most men are such BETAS in their marriage. When I was getting some last night, I wasn't thinking about hypergamy, double standards, tutorial island, cock carousel and all that shit; I was just thinking ''DAMN, this feels good, DAMN she looks Good, I wonder what I could do to get to experience this regularly''...
A men who otherwise has difficult access to vagina will do ANYTHING to keep it nearby and attract it, even sacrificing their own worth in the process; hence why so many men will willingly cuck themselves, white knight hard online and put roasties on pedestal, AS LONG IT GIVES THEM RELATIVE ACCESS TO PUSSY.
This is why men who fucks will NEVER aknowledge Incels, even though our suffering and pain is caused by true societal behavior. The BlackPILL is true, there's nothing truer than the BlackPill and most men know it but sex will make most men willingly look the other way:
''Hey, as long as I'm getting some, why should I care about the suffering of lower class men?''
4-Incel who shames other Incels for for seeking escorts are pathetic copers with pretentious illusions of their own worth. ''bUT mUH dEgenerates''
We're all seen as shit tier men by society nonetheless, get off your high horses and aknowledge that fapping to porn/anime isn't a better way to cope with your sexual needs, If you're saint, then good for you but don't talk down others who are in the same Incel Hell Jail Cell you're in.
5-This shit is expansive (escortceling).
I can already see all of the shaming comments who will come my way but I did what I did.
Either way. I'm not the only occasional escortceler here so what gives.
