Touch Em 2x Tommy
The Tribal Chief aka The Ultimate Rapist
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Note: Been wanting to talk about this for a while now but haven't because I didn't wanna risk getting banned. At this point idc if I get banned or you niggas perceive me as a mogger I just wanna to talk about this and what better place to do so.
As a wee young 11 year old I had my first crush, we were barely friends since she was a gigastacy and had a thing for the 10th graders (typical whore behavior). I remember crying for a whole month during the summer because she was moving to Texas. At 11 years of age I was completely broken by a girl who barely knew I existed. I remember sending her songs to her to let her know how I felt about her and she never responded. Although I don't have feelings for her anymore, I still remember her vividly and getting over her set up for more disasters yet to come.
Ive tested my luck with many girls during my school years but my last attempt broke me and made me realize I never had a chance in the first place.
it's 2017 and im in my Junior year of high school, first day and during lunch period this girl (who was another bitch who let me on but still talked to me because Chads didnt like her) introduced me to a girl, we'll call her "Sally". She was definitely my type, tomboy-ish, nice ass, not fat, etc. I sat down and began having a convo with Sally and the other bitch and at one point I mogged about getting talented student (Had a high GPA that year). Sally responded inmediately with "Yeah, thats because you cheated on your assignments". Ofc this bitch does not know me so im just dumbfounded, the conversation moves along and I just write off this toilet as a bitch. Next day I arrive to class and Sally sees me a decides to apologize for what she said, I didnt really care but sure whatever. Thing is that it didnt end there, day after day she would always look for me and we would hangout all the time. She always seemed nice and likeable and she herself said I was her best friend. At the time I didnt know what that really meant when it came to having a relationship with her, it was the first time a girl had ever called me her best friend. She sure treated me like one, funny enough she was the first and only girl that has ever hugged me.
Imagine feeling the body of a woman, its something so amazing yet so heartbreaking. It leaves you wanting more, it makes wanna go in for a second one inmediately but you cant. It makes you feel so many things at once that it can bring you to tears if you can't handle it. Imagine having that feeling but knowing you'll never have it ever again. Remembering Sally's hugs brings back nothing but sadness, not because I hated them but because there is no way I'll ever have something like that ever again.
March 8 2018 was the day I told Sally my true feelings for her and ofc she rejected me. To say I was heartbroken was an understatement, I spent days crying and contemplating suicide, I didn't know it at the time but that's when shit was really over. Next day she texts me and asks me if were still friends, to which I say yes in fear of losing her. The next few days were awkward but eventually she had forgotten about the whole thing, I never did. Apart from having a simple crush on her, she was the first girl I was madly in love with. Im still somewhat in love with her to this day.
During senior year we stayed best friends and what not but shit felt different. Some of my friends began trying to fuck her and what not and she would always "reject" them. Although she would hang out and do these little things with them. Like I would see them in the halls and she would be laying on the dudes lap for example. She never did that with me, in fact everytime I would put my arm around her like they would she would always scoot away slightly. She would still hug me ofc but I wanted her to lay on my lap and shit. None of them never told me anything and she didnt either but I wouldnt be surprised if she fucked all of the guys that hit on her during senior year.
Valentines day 2019, terrible day especially if you're in love with someone who does not share even a little bit of those feelings but something happened that day that broke me. Sally gave me something for Valentines day, and hand written letter. Again, the first time anyone has ever done that.
The card reads something like "You are really the only person I can trust and talk about my issues with. You are a very special person in my life, even if we don't spend every moment together we can both count on each other always."
"Love You"
Sally
This shit broke me beyond belief, I felt nothing but anger and sadness because despite her gifting me this, I knew she would never show me the same affection she would show the guys that were hitting on her. Thats how the rest of my senior year was spent, just watching her be her and coping the whole time.
Senior Prom, despite being a loser all my life as a child I always thought I would have a girlfriend and a senior prom date. I blame sitcoms for giving me that false hope. I never had a girlfriend but I might have had a chance to get a prom date. Sally didnt have money to pay for prom, also her dad didnt want her to go. My mom was a teacher at our school so getting her in wouldnt have been a problem, I have a prom date, I said. I texted her and told her my mother could get you in to senior prom, she responded with a stone cold "My Dad wont let me" I responded by saying "Please ask your dad for fuck sake" and she responded, almost cutting me off saying "He said no". I decided to not respond and not talk to her until prom passed. I ended up going by myself and had a good time but that lifelong "dream" I guess you could say of having a prom date was never fulfilled.
After graduation I didnt see her again until a year later when she randomly wanted to meet up with me one day. We met up at Burger King and she just wanted to catch up with me in person. We talked for a while, she told me about some chad that she wanted to fuck but not really etc, I was just happy to see her after a year. After that she hugged me one last time and left, that was the last time I saw her. I learned she has a new gigachad boyfriend and lives in Philadelphia now, cant say im surprised but it still hurts.
That was my last chance at not just ascending, but at having a genuine relationship. She was the last female ive ever talked to (apart from group projects in college). Looking back at the time I spent with her I feel nothing but despair, sadness, and hatred. She was the nice female who sought out to break my heart, even if she did so unintentionally, her toilet DNA made her do it anyway. All women no matter how nice have no interest in you whatsoever and never will. chad only...Chad Only...CHAD ONLY!
Many of you might have wanted to have such an experience, to feel the hug of a woman, for a woman to treat you like a human being but trust me when I tell you you'll be more broken if you had the slightest taste like I did. It will only take you into a pit of a darkness and sadness every time you remember it, It will stick with you forever, leaving you yearning to have it yet again. I'll spend my whole life waiting for her basically, even if I escortmaxx it wont be the same. That feeling is one of a kind and its something that no amount of copes cant get rid off. Its something I'll take to my grave.
As a wee young 11 year old I had my first crush, we were barely friends since she was a gigastacy and had a thing for the 10th graders (typical whore behavior). I remember crying for a whole month during the summer because she was moving to Texas. At 11 years of age I was completely broken by a girl who barely knew I existed. I remember sending her songs to her to let her know how I felt about her and she never responded. Although I don't have feelings for her anymore, I still remember her vividly and getting over her set up for more disasters yet to come.
Ive tested my luck with many girls during my school years but my last attempt broke me and made me realize I never had a chance in the first place.
it's 2017 and im in my Junior year of high school, first day and during lunch period this girl (who was another bitch who let me on but still talked to me because Chads didnt like her) introduced me to a girl, we'll call her "Sally". She was definitely my type, tomboy-ish, nice ass, not fat, etc. I sat down and began having a convo with Sally and the other bitch and at one point I mogged about getting talented student (Had a high GPA that year). Sally responded inmediately with "Yeah, thats because you cheated on your assignments". Ofc this bitch does not know me so im just dumbfounded, the conversation moves along and I just write off this toilet as a bitch. Next day I arrive to class and Sally sees me a decides to apologize for what she said, I didnt really care but sure whatever. Thing is that it didnt end there, day after day she would always look for me and we would hangout all the time. She always seemed nice and likeable and she herself said I was her best friend. At the time I didnt know what that really meant when it came to having a relationship with her, it was the first time a girl had ever called me her best friend. She sure treated me like one, funny enough she was the first and only girl that has ever hugged me.
Imagine feeling the body of a woman, its something so amazing yet so heartbreaking. It leaves you wanting more, it makes wanna go in for a second one inmediately but you cant. It makes you feel so many things at once that it can bring you to tears if you can't handle it. Imagine having that feeling but knowing you'll never have it ever again. Remembering Sally's hugs brings back nothing but sadness, not because I hated them but because there is no way I'll ever have something like that ever again.
March 8 2018 was the day I told Sally my true feelings for her and ofc she rejected me. To say I was heartbroken was an understatement, I spent days crying and contemplating suicide, I didn't know it at the time but that's when shit was really over. Next day she texts me and asks me if were still friends, to which I say yes in fear of losing her. The next few days were awkward but eventually she had forgotten about the whole thing, I never did. Apart from having a simple crush on her, she was the first girl I was madly in love with. Im still somewhat in love with her to this day.
During senior year we stayed best friends and what not but shit felt different. Some of my friends began trying to fuck her and what not and she would always "reject" them. Although she would hang out and do these little things with them. Like I would see them in the halls and she would be laying on the dudes lap for example. She never did that with me, in fact everytime I would put my arm around her like they would she would always scoot away slightly. She would still hug me ofc but I wanted her to lay on my lap and shit. None of them never told me anything and she didnt either but I wouldnt be surprised if she fucked all of the guys that hit on her during senior year.
Valentines day 2019, terrible day especially if you're in love with someone who does not share even a little bit of those feelings but something happened that day that broke me. Sally gave me something for Valentines day, and hand written letter. Again, the first time anyone has ever done that.
The card reads something like "You are really the only person I can trust and talk about my issues with. You are a very special person in my life, even if we don't spend every moment together we can both count on each other always."
"Love You"
Sally
This shit broke me beyond belief, I felt nothing but anger and sadness because despite her gifting me this, I knew she would never show me the same affection she would show the guys that were hitting on her. Thats how the rest of my senior year was spent, just watching her be her and coping the whole time.
Senior Prom, despite being a loser all my life as a child I always thought I would have a girlfriend and a senior prom date. I blame sitcoms for giving me that false hope. I never had a girlfriend but I might have had a chance to get a prom date. Sally didnt have money to pay for prom, also her dad didnt want her to go. My mom was a teacher at our school so getting her in wouldnt have been a problem, I have a prom date, I said. I texted her and told her my mother could get you in to senior prom, she responded with a stone cold "My Dad wont let me" I responded by saying "Please ask your dad for fuck sake" and she responded, almost cutting me off saying "He said no". I decided to not respond and not talk to her until prom passed. I ended up going by myself and had a good time but that lifelong "dream" I guess you could say of having a prom date was never fulfilled.
After graduation I didnt see her again until a year later when she randomly wanted to meet up with me one day. We met up at Burger King and she just wanted to catch up with me in person. We talked for a while, she told me about some chad that she wanted to fuck but not really etc, I was just happy to see her after a year. After that she hugged me one last time and left, that was the last time I saw her. I learned she has a new gigachad boyfriend and lives in Philadelphia now, cant say im surprised but it still hurts.
That was my last chance at not just ascending, but at having a genuine relationship. She was the last female ive ever talked to (apart from group projects in college). Looking back at the time I spent with her I feel nothing but despair, sadness, and hatred. She was the nice female who sought out to break my heart, even if she did so unintentionally, her toilet DNA made her do it anyway. All women no matter how nice have no interest in you whatsoever and never will. chad only...Chad Only...CHAD ONLY!
Many of you might have wanted to have such an experience, to feel the hug of a woman, for a woman to treat you like a human being but trust me when I tell you you'll be more broken if you had the slightest taste like I did. It will only take you into a pit of a darkness and sadness every time you remember it, It will stick with you forever, leaving you yearning to have it yet again. I'll spend my whole life waiting for her basically, even if I escortmaxx it wont be the same. That feeling is one of a kind and its something that no amount of copes cant get rid off. Its something I'll take to my grave.
