Venting just one of those hate yourself days again

[qbicus]

games with so many options and wide open spaces scare me to the point my mind shuts down, at the same time linear games bore me.

I hate being in control of my fate half the time because it's so mentally straining to plan out ahead of time, gather resources and make sure inventory is full, and keep up with the days that go by to make sure you didn't pass cannon events. Organization, etc. FUCK MY MIND