nystagmuscel
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I tried to hang myself with a belt and a towel wrack but I just couldn’t pass out. Now I’m just browsing here and trying to not throw up. FUCK WHY CANT I EVEN DIE PROPERLY
Big bruh moment
Yeah I know but I can’t get a gun and stabbing isn’t effective and there’s no pools here so I can’t drownRope is just code for suicide. Doesn't mean you have to use that method. There are othER ways.
But don't do it dude.
Any high buildings?Yeah I know but I can’t get a gun and stabbing isn’t effective and there’s no pools here so I can’t drown
I don’t find enjoyment in anything but this forum tbh. My real life sucks. Tried to end it a bunch of different times over the years. Sometimes drowning sometimes hanging but apparently I’m to much of a fag to even do that. Everything takes to much energy and all I do is cry. Idk man y’all got any copes I could try?Don't do it brocel.
Cope with us. We may not drown in social validation but at least we got each others to cheer at and shitpost with
Can’t drive bcuz nystagmus so Id have to have someone drive me. But I could stay at a hotel with a friend or something and sneak out at like three amAny high buildings?
... for the view of course.
I grew tired of vidya, anime and series. Nowadays, my cope is walking late at night or going in the morning to a forest (to avoid max number of normals), finding a spot with a nice view and vaping while staring at the sky or anything really to empty my mind.I don’t find enjoyment in anything but this forum tbh. My real life sucks. Tried to end it a bunch of different times over the years. Sometimes drowning sometimes hanging but apparently I’m to much of a fag to even do that. Everything takes to much energy and all I do is cry. Idk man y’all got any copes I could try?
I think the sameDon't do it brocel.
Cope with us. We may not drown in social validation but at least we got each others to cheer at and shitpost with
Haven’t they already won though? They have us in slavery ( wageslaving) or in brainwashing camps ( school/ uni) and give us just enough cash to survive and keep slaving. I’d say they’ve already one long ago my friendI think the same
OP, if you rope, society wins
Just as long as we allow it. Society rn is on an economical collapse. Many brocels could make a difference if we spoke out loud.Haven’t they already won though? They have us in slavery ( wageslaving) or in brainwashing camps ( school/ uni) and give us just enough cash to survive and keep slaving. I’d say they’ve already one long ago my friend
Society already won.I think the same
OP, if you rope, society wins
ExactlySociety already won.
Sodium nitriteTry exit bag or carbon monoxide poisoning.
Try exit bag or carbon monoxide poisoning.
Abusive mother who I’m currently financially dependent on. I don’t find enjoyment in most things. I’m always fucking exhausted. And I’ve been hallucinating for as long as I can remember. It only gets stronger with age. Idk if it’s really a problem though since I can easily tell them apart from realityI think you came here to tell us this because you want someone to talk you off the ledge. So let's talk. Why can't you keep on living?
Abusive mother who I’m currently financially dependent on. I don’t find enjoyment in most things. I’m always fucking exhausted. And I’ve been hallucinating for as long as I can remember. It only gets stronger with age. Idk if it’s really a problem though since I can easily tell them apart from reality
The hallucinations have ironically probably kept me from roping more than anything so it’s not really a reasen. They don’t tell me to Kms or do weird shit so I guess I’m fine?
Abusive mother who I’m currently financially dependent on. I don’t find enjoyment in most things. I’m always fucking exhausted. And I’ve been hallucinating for as long as I can remember. It only gets stronger with age. Idk if it’s really a problem though since I can easily tell them apart from reality
The hallucinations have ironically probably kept me roping more than anything so it’s not really a reasen. They don’t tell me to Kms or do weird shit so I guess I’m fine?
Haven’t been diagnosed because I don’t go to anyone about it. Idk if it’s scitzophrenia though because they are friendly to me so idk maybe stress/ loneliness induced?So you have schizophrenia? Have you been formally diagnosed?
Haven’t been diagnosed because I don’t go to anyone about it. Idk if it’s scitzophrenia though because they are friendly to me so idk maybe stress/ loneliness induced?
Oh... guess I’m fucked thenHallucinations that you can physically see and hear aren't just stress/loneliness. It's something deeper, something chemical. Like schizophrenia.
Oh... guess I’m fucked then
That's brutal
Nice voice. You voicemog me tbh. My voice didn’t change since I was 11 years old.
Finally someone based. Whats with all the ”dont rope shit”Try again
cope, society dont give a fuck about us. If we rope, we winI think the same
OP, if you rope, society wins
Yep I feel extremely humiliated when I’m forced to speak to someone in the phone or record an audio message on WhatsAppExtremely brutal