Level with me if u live a pretty lonely existence ...and a girl is overly nice to you u ...u slowly start becoming blue pilled right and u think u might have a chance with her and come to find out she's faking being nice and u end up embarrassing urself well I was that dimwitted fool.....anyway I always go to a Chinese restaurant close to my job on my lunch break and for some reason the female cashier was overly nice to me and I was so confused and stand offish because I'm used to women treating me with hostility ..but for some reason she wasn't treating me with hostility..she was treating me with respect and kindness it confused me...so I ignored her and went on with my business... so I went back to work after I got my food and I couldn't stop thinking about her..."could this be"I told my self"maybe she's an... nawalt" well I have to find out and see...so the next day on my break I went to the Chinese Restaurant again,she was there and as I ordered my food she struck up a conversation with me and told me "your so upbeat in a way it inspires me" "I like nice people like you"It felt great to hear that from a woman but all good things come to an end well day by day I kept going there and we had small talk it was like Christmas day every day ..until I asked her out on a date on messenger and well she didn't respond for 4 days and it crushed my spirit....that's until she messaged saying that she wasn't looking for a relationship(BS)...I was fine with that...so the next day I was at work late at night and I saw her and I said hi and she straight up ignored me and as she walked by me she covered her face ...it really pissed me off ...but that's what I fucking get for being blue pilled as hell...this world is a sick joke and I'll never go that restaurant again.
