heroinecel
Recruit
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- Joined
- Aug 1, 2025
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- 213
I'm currently buddha maxxing,trying to gain enlightenment and shit, but if there isn't really anything like "unchanging eternally peaceful state of mind", or I cannot achieve it in next 2 years, I'm roping, on this exact date, August 13, 2027. I'm so fucking lonely, my father is probably worthy of the most retarded person on earth award, my sisters don't care about me, I don't have any close friends, no foid talks to me, I don't have enough money to live off of high end hookers or cocaine, I'm addicted to nicotine, literally no one talks to me or even wants to understand me. If I don't see the fucking 12 different dimensions within these next two years, I'm gonna rope. For now, I've started meditating 1 hour every day





